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Cara is constantly troubled by the possibility of schizophrenia taking hold and dominating her life. However, she has not been tested, because if it comes back positive, she fears something of a nocebo effect and lifelong paranoia. She is especially on edge now that she is entering the second trimester of her (phantom) pregnancy. She often stays up and tries to decide if she would rather her baby be schizophrenic, sociopathic, or have an ‘addictive personality’ and become hooked on a substance like her father did. This feeling of helplessness has led her into the library on multiple occasions, searching for answers in books about religion.














