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Being a more submissive sort of obsessive person consistently makes me feel like a dime a dozen. I feel worthless because anyone could replace me. It’s not hard to find someone just like me, and no one will ever care enough to find me irreplaceable the way I would for them.
Bagged my darling but at what cost. He is calling with other people and playing games with them. I’m going to explode to death. He hasn’t held a decent conversation at all today. Rahhhhhhhh.
Hey losers I don’t care how romantic you think it is, please fucking censor your self h4rm if it’s goddamn FRESH!!!! I have no problem with posted scars not being censored, that’s chill I have a ton of scars that show in certain outfits. But fresh fucking g0re of you having their name in your skin??????? Please lord do NOT do that. Without spoilers at least. Or a cut, a tw idfk.
Yeah so that ended hard and fast.
I’m so fucking scared rn. Darling changed his bio to say “happily taken” but we hadn’t. Discussed that fully. Wtf wtf wtf oh my god I’m screwed. I’m so screwed.
Thought I was over it, then plans got canceled and I cried for the first time in ages.
Oh my fucking god. They spent all day toying with my emotions and now like nothing happened are chatting with everyone else under the sun. Why would you do that to me? Don’t hold my heart in your hand tenderly if you mean to crush it the next minute!!!
Hey losers I am back to being alive
I don’t know that I will be posting very much. I have been thinking a lot about my place in this community. I’m a very obsessive person, yes. I have borderline personality disorder, yes. But I don’t know that I fit in any. I’m constantly looking for connections I cannot handle or trying to make connections with people who are not going to be my one. The yearning feeling drives me mad and I entangle myself in relationships that I cannot make good on. So I don’t know. I may make a system centric blog or something. I do not know.
