My brain doesn't know how to handle being happy, it malfunctioned today ๐
I woke up at 5:30 and couldn't get back to sleep. As I was getting ready I literally stopped and was like "why is my brain not working?" Went to work, turned on the fluorescent lights in my office and it hit me.
I have a fucking migraine. Lolol
I went to stewarts and got excedrin and 2 5 hour energy shots. Took one and some excedrin. Then later drank the other. Nearly puked on one of my students because he was yelling practically in my ear while I was bent over talking to him (he was sitting on the floor). Came home and laid in the dark with an ice pack.
I've spent my evening going back and forth between laying in the dark and total silence with ice packs and working on my apartment in low light. I've also had an obscene amount of caffeine today and my brain is still like nah fuck this.
๐ oof. Brain you better get used to being happy because fuck. This isn't fun and I do hope that happy will be a more regular emotion in the line up.