I'm so frustrated, I finally get a new GI specialist and he's checked out completely, just did not care. Didn't let me explain, did review my previous documents on my conditions, when I asked questions he didn't answer, asked why I am taking adhd meds (let's use context clues sir) and then said "well you have anxiety so you need therapy" yeah I'm in therapy and while anxiety can trigger my illness it's not the cause sir. Not to mention the LAST doctor who used anxiety as am excuse was referring to my literal paralysis and dismissed me, meanwhile I had emergency surgery two months later because it turned out I was actually dying. Fucking hell. He ordered all the tests I've already done and gave to him, I'm just so defeated. I'm so tired of this medical system, I'm tired of bad doctors and gaslighting doctors, I'm tired of the USA, I'm tired of struggling to survive, I'm so fucking tired.