#esting disorder

[inthemoodforblastt]

Taz Skylar is basically going around all Spanish media talking about how he’s had and still has a lot of eating disorders and body dysmorphia, and that no one should be doing the kind of extreme things he does to look the way he does, because it’s basically part of his unhealthy habits.

That might seem a bit hypocritical or contradictory, but it’s actually a very self-aware testimony about personal issues that can negatively influence other people. And I think it’s really responsible of him to make it clear that if he does such extreme things, it’s not just because of commitment to his work, but also because he has issues he still needs to work through.

Honestly, in a world full of fitness gurus, I think that’s pretty important.

[caninewulfe]

ive been in genuine hell for the past 2 days that I genuinely considered purging (I HAVE FUCKING EMETOPHOBIA WHAT IS MY PROBLEM)

[akikoluvv]

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Hej, ten post można uznać za moje..przedstawienie sie?

Moją przygodę z tumblr zaczęłam w 2024, troche wstyd bo wkoncu prime tej aplikacji mnie ominął.

Jednak jesli chodzi o moja historie jak trafiłam na tą aplikację to nie mam za dużo do opowiedzenia, nie jest za ciekawa ani długa, jedynie od grudnia tego roku próbowałam przejść na "reco" ktore bylo wymówką do wiecznego b!|/|ge..

Teraz jedynie liczy sie moj "plan" jesli mozna to tak nazwać, jak narazie zamierzam j€sc 1000€ ale spokojnie bede schodzić w doł. Muszę zacząć spokojniej zeby nie skończyło sie napadami.

Codziennie beda wieiad, i to ile 🔥€, moze tez przepisy i porady.

Do zobaczenia!!

[cherryc0lahasmyhrt]

Worked yesterday and this woman guessed my weight as my LW, I’m honored and triggered 🤪

[theaeolianharpist]

I was doing soooo well staying safe over the weekend but let’s just say the past two days have been a shitshow again because I got feedback that the way I express my anger (in situations like the inconsistent protein portioning or the required extra carb) by raising my voice and cursing (which I also do literally nonstop regardless of whether I’m upset) was described as “verbal abuse” and makes peers and staff feel unsafe 🙃 I Do Not accept feedback well and this kind of feedback makes me a) feel that I shouldn’t be here/exist at all and b) feel unsafe to talk to peers or staff so I haven’t been using much support to deal with urges and it’s been behavior central. The situation was brought up at community and I was essentially accused of blaming my self-harm on others and being manipulative for saying that I don’t know how to deal with anger and that if it doesn’t go out it turns inward. And my psych again questioned whether I’m really motivated for recovery because I’ve expressed frustrations at the expectations (particularly that I’m expected to make up a shitload of exchanges orally while other patients get the easy way out of a tube, and that on top of that I’m required to accept exchanges over my meal plan on a regular basis while other patients with different meal plan structures don’t have to). And right now? Most of me doesn’t see a way out and is not motivated for much of anything besides death but I don’t want to go to inpatient psych involuntarily so I’m in a holding pattern. I can’t see myself living with this long term but I can’t see myself recovering so that leaves me with only one other option.