#estranhasvidas

[estranhasvidas]

Rest.

[estranhasvidas]

"(...)

I know I am not alone, spare me the whole condescension conversation - I don't need it. I know there's a lot of women and men out there with the same story as me. But I get so scared for me, so many years of being alone, being inflexible with so many things. With my schedules, with my life prioritization and so on. Can I also one day be able to put down my walls? Will I want to put down my walls?

(...)"

[estranhasvidas]

I feel like I'm loosing my friends and Portugal. I try to give them attention and keep them close to my heart, but I see them busy with their life and not picking up their phones or answering me.

I feel lonely.

[estranhasvidas]

How do you find again the beauty in yourself?

[estranhasvidas]

I want to look at someone else the way I look to you. I want to like someone. I want to believe again that love or anything of the sort, is possible to me.

(Because you will never look at me in the way I do and, honestly, I’m so tired)

[estranhasvidas]

When you still have a paper to deliver but you don’t have more imagination. 

[estranhasvidas]

Tenho uma frustração em mim que é quase insuportável. Quero dormir e estou nervosa. Preciso que alguém me tire deste labirinto.