Sisters in Searching
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Rey caught herself drumming her fingers nervously on the control yoke of the small shuttle and grimaced. She pulled her hands back and that sat on them for good measure, so she couldn’t start fidgeting again. She told herself that there was no reason to be nervous -- but Rey had never been all that good at lying. Not when it was to anyone other than Unkar Plutt or some scummy scavenger, anyway -- and as people had been telling her for weeks now, she was no scavenger...
Except today, apparently, when they needed someone to find things. Rey allowed herself a wry smile. She wasn’t ashamed of her origins or the skills that had given her, even if they weren’t flashy or refined. Scavenging hadn’t been a choice so much as a necessity of life in the desolate wastes where she’d grown-up, true, but her past didn’t embarrass her the way some people seemed to think it should. And now the day had come when the Rebellion needed a scavenger; who else would they turn to?
Well...Etain Naast, apparently. That was who Rey had been assigned to run this mission with, and she couldn’t deny that she was nervous. Naast wasn’t part of high command or the council, no -- but she was a highly respected member of the Rebellion, and Rey had been part of the fight just long enough to have heard the other woman’s name and some of the stories that went with it. And Rey was...well, she was so new to the whole galaxy, let alone to the fight against the Empire, that she still didn’t feel like she even belonged here. Being assigned to work alongside someone like Etain Naast...
Was it any wonder she was fidgeting? Rey was just some nobody from nowhere. Who was she to think she could make a difference in the whole galaxy -- that was something done by people like Bail Organa or Mon Mothma or Garm Bel Iblis...or Etain Naast, not little no-ones like her. But now “little miss no one” was supposed to partner with Etain Naast like they were...well, maybe not quite equals, but at least allies. It was intimidating...and a little exhilarating, too. Rey couldn’t wait to meet the woman. She just hoped that she’d be able to prove worthy when she did.
When she heard footsteps coming up the ramp of the small vessel they had been assigned, Rey popped out of her chair like the cork coming out of bad Tatooine wine and spun to face the doorway. “Ma’am,” she said, and tried to salute and offer her hand to shake simultaneously, which resulted in an odd jerky convulsion of limbs instead. Heat flooded Rey’s cheeks and she could feel herself blushing all the way down to her collarbone. If she had been half the Force Sensitive that Senator Organa said she was, she would have found a way to melt right through the floor -- but alas, she was only Rey. So she stood in place, inwardly dying of mortification. “Uh...welcome aboard,” she whispered despairingly.












