okay i’ve been logged out pretty much since my last post (i’m bad, ik 😔) but i evidently needed it. SO MUCH IS HAPPENING BRO.
So, i stopped affirming for my sp because i felt like it was getting nowhere and I was using it as more of a coping mechanism than a law, right? well, a few nights ago i started affirming ‘he wants me’ as my nightly affirmations, not expecting ANYTHING to happen.
Well, I open facebook to do some stalking (not of him), and his cousin added me. obviously that sends me on a hunt to ‘stalk’ him and his family. he had two new posts, but it seems one was deleted. in the span of a few days, his relationship with his girlfriend ended, he linked his insta on his facebook, changed his pfp, and added his relationship status as SINGLE.
if that’s a coincidence, then that’s crazy.
gonna sound a little unhinged here but I realized that I never tried to find any of their snaps. I found his cousins first, and she’s the same age as me, so I added her. I HAD previously tried to find his, but he didn’t have one.
GUESS WHO HAS ONE NOW??
HIM.
this is even more surreal than turning sixteen bro. this is the most that i’ve ever manifested.