so theres been discourse that I've engaged in about why the heck are kyluxers a thing because x y z. Which I understand the question. The funny thing is now I'm ALSO questioning why I do the thing and like consuming and creating this content? Because really, when it comes down to it, I'm invested in the stories and fan created content for kylux. Some of these stories are amazingly written and the art is masterfully crafted and I'm invested because of those. But in the overarching star wars plotlines I'm 1000x more invested in Rey, Finn, Poe. Does this mean I'm just fetishizing kylux, the with white gay thing ? I'm a male-ish white person, so I'm pretty sure I'm capable of doing that like anyone else. I just felt like trying to write this out and toss it into the void, so here it is. It's not well articulated but I tried. I want to be more self critical.