evening reflection
evening reflection
I hesitated a lot to speak, then I told myself that I could keep a private part, some people gave me tracks of reflections that I must keep in mind.
I asked a colleague to draw tarot cards for my professional life. Because I want to change my life. This desire was there but the confinements and the covid are going through there and we delay this change.
Currently, I am a saleswoman in the mid -range as a man and woman accessory. I admit that the conditions are no longer made for me and even elsewhere. Currently, the world of commerce is changing, we reduce the workforce to increase the margins to the detriment of employees. I am aware that we live in an ultra competitive mode.
This is why, I want to change my life, I talked about it with my friends, I have not yet met a professional in the field of jewelry because Paris and its region is on vacation, I must wait until March 7 . I contacted school of jewelry, I am waiting for their call, to discuss.
If I come back to private guidance:
The change is beneficial for me, for my soul, for my mental health, to be happy and fulfilled. I have to take the time of reflection and inform myself of this environment. I went through a failure 4 years ago, I took almost 5 years to get back financially at the end of 2023. Unfortunately, I believe that my failures induced fears to fail again. Indeed, I am afraid because I am soon 34 years old in November and that I also wish for myself, so to be mistaken is not an option for me. She told me to open up more more, to explore other options, Create and make jewelry perhaps lithotherapy for example. I don't know why I block around esotericism and make it a job. There is also a financial stability that I also seek, to be paying at least and inhabited in the Paris region is not possible. I'm not talking about winning $ 20,000 but just properly to live with dignity. Except that this side will be more complicated, it will take time (but time I have more)
My friends said to me: Leave on the basis, what you like, which is associated and then what revolves around.
My dream would be the purchase and the revent of express or old jewelry. I don't know if I'm creative enough to create jewelry?!
So I'm still thinking, I'm going to take the time.
This is the longest message, I think. For people who currently want private guidance: @letsdotarot
