I need change
I am completely afraid of going on the way I have for my whole life. I am 36 a workaholic who enjoys being a carpenter. I am sober for over 4 years,divorced, no kids, and with really only two friends but they are two best friends. I have lived in the same area my whole life and have traveled a lot but only as a teenager never as an adult. I have worked for my boss for 15 years and I feel like I will never be anything but a carpenter. I have not asked as much as I should have for a project manager job. I know I'm rambling a little but I feel like if I don't make a change soon, and a drastic one, this will be my life forever and that is not what I have ever wanted. I've been thinking for awhile about leaving my job, I might just have to. I'm sober now and I should be enjoying things more.