Got done drawing some more shit!!
My book dried yesterday so I was drawing and stuff, finished one page and completed another one. As I said, I got more trans Pickles done!! Plus some others:)) I think this is my calling tbh... Drawing trans guys.... Yyeah that feels right..
I found out there were like 7 different types of Top surgery scars, so I got really invested into drawing each and every one of them (because inclusivity, obviously/j). It kinda feels.. therapeutic for me?? I mean Pickles really resonates with me as a character but BECAUSE of the fancanon that he's trans. Idk if it was confirmed I'm like 68% sure it was, but when I look at fanart and fics of him where he's trans I'm like... I'm jealous?? Not in a bad way, like in a "I have a way of expressing myself/have an outlet for my own insecurities and wants". Like I'm projecting my own shit onto a fictional character who canonically sucked his own dick. Like what do you want from me
something awoken in me with SnB Pickles ngl
The detwinkification goes hard doods
I decided to draw Magnus with trans scars too because that shirtless/jacket combo got me thinking things I'm not ready to admit (in public/j). Also I REALLY love drawing his hair, even if it's exaggerating what it actually looks like (Mr, no volume).
That's why he has a permanent scowl, My boy just angry because he doesn't have the good shampoo lollll
I've been practicing with positions too lately, which is something I'm not entirely great with (from my knowledge, I could also just spitting bull)
"normalize drawing your favorite characters with your problems" okay, Pickles is heavily allergic to cats and occasionally forgets he's legitimately trans, happy now?? On the note I'm allergic to cats but I have an absolute unnatural love for them, plus two cats have recently been in my collection and my eyes and nose are *thanking* the absolute shit out of me.
My favorite episode; Transklok Dethgender
Lil bonus cause I'm so fricking funny—
imagine getting sandwiched between big tits McGhee & a heroin/coke user, god what a dream/j....
Charles is so lucky... GAWD I wish that was me 😏😏🫦😫😫🫦👍 okay anyways
I felt like venting out the feminine rage with SnB Pickles, got into it ngl even though I get fucking up with the condom/Stockholm lyrics. The song was "You hear Yes" by the Destroy boys ft. Mannequin Pussy and I absolutely love it, mainly because of the rage and how.. real it is?? It's a great angst song and y'know a song thatt really speaks to people who've experienced that sort of uhh.. male trauma?? If that makes sense?? While I doubt Pickles canonically experienced anything like that, I'm sure he's got plenty of rage in him. Idk what I'm saying half the time to be honest, I felt an emotional connection or smth smh
I thought I did well on it tbh, I haven't done lyri-based drawings since like 7th grade but I've been thinking about it lately. Probably because... Fixatin'
Alrighty that's it, uhh I have two more drawings that I'll post later either today, tomorrow or the next day. They're a lil more suggestive so I just wanna do a seperate post so this one isn't too crowded
Uhhh yyeah, see you soon!! Or tomorrow, or the next day, idk I have the post set up but I need to like edit shit. Idk, byeee!!
