#evilbadger rants

[evilbadger]

I'll watch as things fall apart around me.

[evilbadger]

Not Gonna Happen

I'm not going to stick around till the time comes for you to be with someone else. No I won't feel the void, so that you won't have to sleep alone. It's fine to keep things under wrap but now I feel like the mistress that I never knew. You can't actively crush on someone and act like its not happening with me curled up beside you. You're being sneaky and trying to be smooth about. All that's doing is making me end it that much sooner. If you're that much into someone is likes the idea of you but not the real you, fine. I'm just going to do me, the me before I let you into my bed.

[evilbadger]

I'm so done with this fucking week

Can I go back to not knowing? It was so much easier and I was so happy. My feel goods started to feel fuzzy and I was starting to calm down, relax about what we were. It took one day and already I feel myself shutting it down, placing the walls up. I can lose a lover but I won't lose my friend.

[evilbadger]

I'm feeling a little bit better today, last night did some good for me.

[evilbadger]

Short Rant

It's not my fault and when I don't just roll over for you do the same thing you've been doing to me since I was 13. Fuck off already and leave.