evilconcubine said: The very thought of anybody watching me drawing anything, explicit or not, immediately makes me remember that I have a poor anger management. Maybe you can move your desk, so that your roommate won’t be able to see the screen?
Yeah, I hear that. There's not really a way to organize the room any better, unfortunately, I've tried. Admittedly, I'm not that good at it, but it's either my desk near the door, or my bed near the door, and I do not want to sleep near the door. :/
I've toyed with the idea of getting a loft bed, so that I could put my desk underneath the bed and then put curtains around it, but that's a huge commitment for me. It costs so much that I can't justify tossing a perfectly good bed frame and box spring out just so that I can be a little more comfortable. I hate money so much because when you don't have any, it really hinders every aspect of your life.
riteinthefeels said: I say do it anyway. If she says something, just tell her you like dicks and leave it at that. Then again, I never had a good relationship with the one roommate I had, so ignore my advice.
It's not that I'm afraid she'll judge me because I do like dicks, haha. Though perhaps it is in a way, but it's more that I cannot be comfortable creating art when someone is watching me. It's like, I need the space to be able to fail and make mistakes and try things out that are risqué for me and I just cannot try these things if I am self conscious. It's about privacy and when you don't have a single shred of it, it wears on you, you know?
I wish I could care less and just give those who would judge me the finger! But I'm not quite there yet.
Thanks for your advice guys!
