"My soul aches for his...I only know one thing I am not done loving him." N. R. Hart
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"My soul aches for his...I only know one thing I am not done loving him." N. R. Hart
a patchwork heart
many loves
but this one
because it's him
.
part adoration
part aggravation
part indulgent
part trust
part lots of things
.
it's not one love
it's a panoply
of all we are
.
they never are
a single note
.
there was one once
that was about
carrying him
about cleaning him
about telling him
it was okay to let go
go ahead and die
and lying with
that silent body
while the spirit slipped
reminding him
that life was good once
but now it's gone
okay to be gone
.
there was one about
trying ineffectually to please
not knowing any better
living in fear
hanging on
in hopes of
getting it right
just once
it was not a good use
for all that love
like throwing money
down a rat hole
.
there was a love
that was standing back
catch him when he falls
but let him fall
tell him no
let him hate me
then let him
grow up
to be good
effortlessly
.
all these loves
and more
.
this one
the most comfortable
the best use
of this much-mended
patchwork heart
.
sometimes
you have to wait
because the best
comes last
.
I know how now.
✧・゚:*Today’s magical girl of the morning is: Karin Hanazono from Kamichama Karin Chu!✧・゚:*
"How does love evolve over time, I remember she asked me, and it's funny because at the time I didn't have an answer. She was looking for signs, lifelines to perhaps hold on to, and I was merely being an obnoxiously ignorant toerag. Now, when I realize, going back to her question, this is evolution I guess, mixed with a little realization too perhaps, of what is lost, which probably could have been potentially saved."
- DG (Evolution Of Love)
You'll be there
Sitting amid the fragrant violets
Your slender fingers
Sliding daintily over numerous
Sunlit strands of
Fresh green meadow
Somewhere
Sprinkling seeds of
A vivacious summer
With your ample buoyant smile
Everywhere
Argent ribbons of your silvery laugh
Will clap upon a brocade
Of soft blue clouds
That'll mingle with
A joyful chorus of happy little birds
Just above your beautiful cupid's bow
And i'll be standing
Too far away from your sight
But too near
To blissfully watch
Every single breath
Of your life
Adorning nature with a
Hazy joy
Love's Evolution
You meet a kindred spirit through some form of intervention, family, friends, acquaintance, the universe. As time passes you realize that opposites attract or that similar personalities can actually work in your particular situation. You hang out, get to know each other, hit all the milestones that we believe should be met when in a relationship of this kind. As this goes on, feelings start to form, and everything about this other person for the most part is just what you want and need, thus they feel the same. Then of course those three little words you've been dying to hear come about I Like You... What?
Now on one side of the isle a heart is bent but not broken, as you think that with a little more time this will change. Things continue on, still leaving hope at the bottom of your heart box now that everything else has been unleashed. In time the dates, experiences shared both good and bad, the deeper getting to know this person on your arm takes hold and, with eyes wide open but still clouded by feelings can see this person better in the light of each day. You sadly begin to think you'll never get to the next step, that since one side is comfortable with how things are there is no need to change. In time you voice your opinion, wants, needs and leave the ball in their court to play.
Some time may pass, distance may make the heart grow fonder or it may make things very clear. Until one day as you sit alone on a bench there is a whisper in your ear. You are greeted by a sight or your hearts other half joining you as you sit. They tell you of all the time the two of you have missed. They have thought things through, and understand your point of view and know that they just can't make it without you. Next thing you know the clouds open as rays of light stream down from above, and as you wished for it happens; those three little words have changed or at least the last one from Like to Love.
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I laid in the grass
Staring at the stars
I begged Him
Where is my love?
Are they in school?
Are they across the world?
I could not stop looking
Into every stranger's face
Wondering if just maybe,
Maybe
They were my love.
It wasn't until my best friend
Found their love
That I realised
I lost my love
Before I ever found it.
-- Blake