saw my ex for the first time in months and he makes me so mad. how did i let one stupid boy ruin my life? how was this teenage idiot the reason i almost killed myself. wtf. i hate how he tore me down and made me hate myself. i hate how i can never love or trust the same way. he made me hate my weight, my face, my stretch marks and my tiny boobs. i sometimes hope he remembers how he treated me. he got a whole new girlfriend and broke up with her since last time i saw him, and i know he thought of me. no kiss can ever be the same. he can never hold her hand without holding mine. i hope he treats people better









