So my hysterectomy surgery is on Monday the 30th & I'm so excited to get rid of my fuckin girl guts but also excited for the medications, they're giving me roxicodone 🤤 slightly worried it's gonna fuck up my sobriety bc the last year-long relapse on opiates got kick-started when they prescribed me oxy after my top surgery. I know we'll be okay, but it's still in the back of my mind. It's not like I have the MONEY to buy pills anymore anyway. plus, Husband hangs on to all the money & I can't very well ask for $1,000 a month to buy drugs lol













