#executive dysfunction i guess

[strafethesesinners]

Wish I could still write and create. I want to make stuff for Cooper and for the new boys so bad but my brain just feels empty and slow.

[tragicdragons]

Welcome to my brain, where I can map out complex crochet patterns with no guide but putting away seven (7) items of clothing is an impossible task.

[roboticthing]

idk why im looking through game stores its not like i have the money to buy anything rn, but its fun to imagine what theyd be like to play

[jtngetabettername]

I'm tired of the 'just getting things done'. I don't know, maybe I'm just too stubborn or something, but I can't sleep (or do anything else) without getting something done, but the mind REALLY doesn't want to do that, then I'm stuck perpetually in procrastination limbo. I'm just passing more and more and more time without getting anything done, all the while worried about 'the thing that needs to be done'. Any problem within there, and the mind just shuts off, then I'm back scrolling Tumblr or Discord or whatever else, all the while when the mind cannot rest. It's just awful. Surely it doesn't help when I just cannot get much done under this situation, adding to the stress.

[ultimatraditor]

I have a very dysfunctional relationship with the concept of time

Like, if I'm supposed to do something within a specific time timeframe and other people are involved, my brain will scream at me not to start preparing to do it because it's "too early" and that it'll be weird of me to start it now. And then it immediately jumps to "too late" and crushes me with shame for not doing it earlier

So it's like a wild ping pong game where it's always too early or too late but never "just do it already"

[sunburst-strat]

*Tries to do three (3) things today *

*Realizes doing that would entail consciously alloting time*

Brain: Well now I am not doing any of that

[frink-o-matic]

Ugh... 400+ games but there’s nothing interesting.

[stardustandseas]

i have to be up at 6 for a competition i’m doing and it’s 1 in the morning and i!! can’t!! force!! myself!! to go to bed!!! what is wrong with me!!!! why am i like this!!!!