#existence question

[nashirah]

¿En qué inviertes tus latidos?

[rudbeag]

I download contents illegally from the internet but I don't feel like I am excited to commit a crime. Not like the way you generally feel while you take something from the mall without paying it — Yes, it's an accident and you will certainly pay it the next morning, but still ! You will have the feeling of having commited a legal crime for at least 12 hours ! — and it will be okay, at some point. But right, why do we not even feeli like doing a crime while doing it ?

[locked-inside-realitys-maze-blog]

Seriously, have you ever feel like a fish out of water?