May 6, 2021
The flesh is a vessel for sin, so strip it away, by lash and by blade. revel in sweet exorciation.
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The flesh is a vessel for sin, so strip it away, by lash and by blade. revel in sweet exorciation.
Skin Picking
It’s about to get personal...
So, I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety over 3 years ago; this was after explaining to my doctor that I C A N N O T stop picking my skin. Which, of course, was dismissed because obviously, alllll teenagers love to pick their spots. At this point, I began to drift from the conversation just as I do when everyone when they tell me to ‘just stop picking’.
I began picking my spots around the age of 13. I was the first person at school to get spots (brilliant). It wasn’t until I was getting ready for prom, the night before the big day, and I found myself looking in the mirror at a red raw face, apparently, I had been crying too (when did that happen?) This was the moment I realised, that even when I said ‘that’s enough picking’, something else was continuing the destruction of my face.
Eventually, I progressed into plucking hairs and scratching etc. But I could kick those, but not skin picking.
Today, I have already squeezed, scratched, picked at and tore my skin, trying to find flaws.
I’m sure one day, well I hope, that I won’t pick, and I’ll notice after a few weeks or months that not only I haven’t picked, but I haven’t even felt the urge to either. But like I said, I hope.
If you resonate with any of what I have mentioned, please drop me a message or like this post and I’ll message you because sometimes I feel alone.
Unites States of Tara --part 3
Unites States of Tara –part 3
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