Torch Song, the issue that you are.. they make me extremely ill
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Torch Song, the issue that you are.. they make me extremely ill
thinking about being a squire. FUCK
This is where I belong.
joel’s arc in life series is sooooo good like. he let himself rely on others in wild life and it led him to the peak of success!!! obviously he worked hard himself but it was never enough in past seasons. so this one, he made the conscious decision to trust someone fully. the rest of his “allies” followed similar patterns to previous seasons, but this time he let himself trust someone to fully be his teammate.
you could argue he did this with etho in double life, but etho wasn’t loyal and wasn’t exactly enthused about being his soulmate, which understandably made their relationship a bit more rocky, at least at first. and then etho consistently went to go with bdubs for things, leaving joel alone. it’s not a value judgement on anyone, just an assessment of the situation.
with gem, he shared everything, he never questioned her loyalty, he never even considered betraying her trust. he put his effort into helping not himself as an individual but his team as a unit. it was never about joel it was about the family. he tells gem everything, is vulnerable with her in a way that lets them both rely on each other. the last session he comes up to her first thing and confesses how scared he is and gem sympathizes by expressing her own worries and then reassures him by saying it’s them against the world. she implicitly says she will always be beside him.
and gem’s role in joel’s win/arc cannot be overstated. she is the one that speaks joel’s tiny hope of winning into reality. he doesn’t bring it up until she says, enthusiastically, that he could win this. they make plans for if it comes down to them. they want it to be them. gem getting taken out by the vex was a variable they couldn’t have predicted (hence the name wild life), and though they had been able to avoid deaths from wild cards until now, it was only a matter of time, really it was just unfortunate. they both did amazingly well, and gem’s loss was clearly felt after. he technically had grian, but it was really just barely an alliance. gem was his ride or die, so when she died, he knew he had to win.
god sorry i turned this into a gemjoel post but i can’t not man.
ok going to bed soon but literally just . thinking about the professional breakup . and maxim telling VR LA that he could no longer avail of his friendship *or more* (🤨🏳️🌈⁉️) and then immediately telling VR-LA that he didn't *want* to cut that off but he thought it was necessary to keep himself safe . Austin was so crazy for that . these are all things that he actually said only somewhat paraphrased because I don't have a perfect memory . damn .
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All of my skeletons guys that I can think of off the top of my head
UT - Rus, Sans
UF - Edge, Red
US - Stretch, Blue
SFR - Pup, Cherry (<needs renamed)
SF Metal - Copper, Gold
FS Glass - Ghost, Haze
VF - Void, Perp
HT - Dove, Patch
HF - Dusk, Eclipse
HS - Rust, Coal
MT - Hawk, Sparrow (AR)
MF - Boss, Snare
MS - Luck, Cue
MSF - Lavender, (nickname tbd)
MLovefell - Rosewood, Hemlock
LF - Lace, Cire
LS - Honey, Cerulean
OT - Pictoris, Ara
OF - Antares, Boötes
OS - Aurigae, (nickname tbd)
Demonfell - Elester, Raviel
Demonfell Angels (tale bro variants)
Demonfell "mortals" (swap bro variants)
Demonfell Hunters (sf bro variants)
Glitchedswap - Uno, Sky
Glitchfell - Dos
Neonfell - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)
Neonswap - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)
Invertedfell - Ice, Pin
Invertedswap - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)
Sweetswap - Clover, Berry
Undersell - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)
Orangefell - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)
Fairytale - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)
Hallowtale - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)
Miserytale -(nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)
Miseryfell - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)
Textureverse - Tale Papyrus, Tale Sans, Fell Papyrus, Fell Sans, Swap Papyrus, Swap Sans (nicknames tbd)
Off brands - Calcine (Tale Papyrus), Castor (Fell Papyrus), Anthias (Swap Papyrus), nickname tbd (Swap Sans)
Teatale/fell/swap - Tale Papyrus, Tale Sans, Fell Papyrus, Fell Sans, Swap Papyrus, Swap Sans (nicknames tbd)
Mer aus - Tale Papyrus, Tale Sans, Fell Papyrus, Fell Sans, Swap Papyrus, Swap Sans, vesselfell Papyrus (nicknames tbd)
Fae/forest entities - Tale Papyrus, Tale Sans, Fell Papyrus, Fell Sans, Swap Papyrus, Swap Sans (nicknames tbd)
Blaster shifters - Tale Papyrus, Tale Sans, Fell Papyrus, Fell Sans, Swap Papyrus, Swap Sans (nicknames tbd)
Genretale - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)
Phantasmfell - (nickname tbd), (nickname tbd)
Disconnected from aus, or from fic ideas
Stargazer (ot sans variant)
Comic Papyri - Comet (UT), Star (US), Solar(UF), Nova (SF)
Ties that bind - UF variant Papyrus, Sans
Everything stays - UT variant Papyrus, Sans
Caretaker of the ruins - UT variant Papyrus
My Mother's Eyes - UF variant Papyrus
Assorted uf Papyri variants from random ideas - Spice (experiment au), Shade (different experiment au), nickname tbd (demon variant au), nickname tbd (failed surface au), Crimson (talefell), Albatross
Gasters - UT, UF, US, Wingdings (tale variant), nickname tbd (runaway fell variant)
CD - corrupted swap Papyrus
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135 yeesh and I know full well I'm forgetting several, ough, but I'll add in edits if I remember to lol