Swipe🔙 Day 9/25 || #ExploringAnger • 10.28.18: It’s no secret that I had temperament issues.. Some seen me in action, and others not so much.. I never wanted to actually hurt anyone unless the whole of My being felt they deserved it.. It saddened during that time because My Mother realized how much Anger I was harboring for my biological mom (she never knew My Pain).. My Anger was so unpredictable that one day (during my anger management surprise visit) in my home I yelled at a woman, put her out of our home, and almost broke my mother’s glass table.. When she didn’t leave fast enough, I stormed upstairs to my room & slammed the door.. “Parents” grow up and forget they were kids once, and that Kids actually HAVE REAL LIFE Issues.. Things get swept right under the rug and left there out of “normalcy..” I’ve explored anger to the point where NOthing & NO One can move ME because I’m ridding myself of ALL things Unhealthy & Toxic.. My Mother didn’t deserve my angry temperament & Carrie didn’t deserve my actions toward her.. I’ve forgiven Myself so You don’t have to.. It know it was out of Anxiety (I hate surprises of ANY kind).. After exploring my anger further as an adult, I find the beauty in life in each single situation, and enjoy every moment.. There’s Always a beginning after Every ENDing.. || Day 25 of 28: Just Oranges 🍊 and Sunflower Seeds.. SelFULL Care continues.. 💙🤴🏽🦋💜 #ImGivingMyselfPositivePersonalBlessings #TotalityNotDuality #ThePowerOfHuMANity #FaithInHuMANityDeservesToBeRestored #PeaceCalmAndBalance #iPossessDivineEmotions #ButIAm #ReclaimingMyFeelings #IReallyDidJustAdmitThat #DontMatter #iPlayWithWordsNotFriends #SSMindSeeKING #5LsADay #LikeLifeLoveLaughLive #OnPurpose #MyVeganHabits #VeganChallenge #RawVeganChallenge #MyaPlanet9 @myaplanet9 #ISpeakUniversalLanguages #Music #UnconditionalLove #TrUSt #Intuition #Poetry #UnbreakableBonds #UniversalExperiences #EverlastingConnections #Life https://www.instagram.com/p/BpgPau6Ax9R/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=f496go4tl6rg