Day 5: Forgiveness (I cannot put everything in a post) || The saddest cycle an individual can go through is.... any cycle that robs them of their own sanity because someone doesn’t feel remorse. Not because they don’t want to, or know how even, but they simply didn’t Understand the true meaning of “Forgiveness.” // I only learned about Forgiveness just last December. I still haven’t quite gotten the hang of it though. My mental is still Savage, but that’s an automatic thing I’m trying very hard to undo. Like, consciously hard because I am a trigger, and sometimes when I look in the mirror.... I can hear those evil laughs and see those twisted grins because those barrels never change, and neither does my facial expressions. It wasn’t always like that though. Now, she’s hurting, but I’m dying from the inside out because I’m the cause of it. The bottom line... nobody should hurt someone they claim they love. It wasn’t just Love though; we were each other’s primary, secondary, and complimentary. Once my mind is set, it’s done. She actually got me to change My MIND on a situation. Now, I’m losing my mind. // I’ve always heard the cliché “There’s nothing to fear, but fear itself...,” but what if You are the FEAR?! Or, causing it? || I’ve been putting me inside people for along time. I stay surrounded by feminine energy more than masculine because I’m aggressive enough, but women keep me grounded, awake, aware, and aligned. Also, balanced if I trust their energy, vibe, & value them. Even when I lead, there’s a Woman in front of me. (Deep) // [Eyes closed] I apologize, please forgive me, I Love You, Thank you.... I apologize Ky.... forgive me Ky.... I Love You Ky.... Thank You Ky.... 🔹👑🧘🏽♂️🔹💜☯️ #CreativeRecovery #Forgiveness #NoteToSelf #ILoveYouKy #AndiGotYou #IReallyDidJustAdmitThat #DontMatter #iPlayWithWords #NotFriends #ISpeakUniversalLanguages #Music #Love #Trust #UnbreakableBonds #EverlastingConnectons #Life (at The Power of Forgiveness)
