“ you deserve more than i could ever give you. ” @ rory
@faerietaled // a planet filled with insane dale.ks really isn’t the best place to have an argument about their marriage. it’s not the best place to make up their marriage either. the doctor clearly thinks that’s it, that was easy, he’s fixed the ponds and now he can run off for another adventure knowing that they’ll still be here when he wants to come back down to earth.
which is more or less true, but….
everything was finalised, the papers signed ( and, admittedly, lost on a bus somewhere. great. that's a headache for tomorrow. ) rory had walked away from the only woman he would ever love, COULD ever love. she'd told him to go and he'd gone.
now rory sits in the living room of the house he no longer lives in. it's an odd feeling, to feel like a stranger in a house where amy lives. as children, they'd been in and out of each other's houses, a home away from home, their parents unbothered by where they ate their tea or did their homework. the cottage in leadworth had been THEIRS, theirs entirely, theirs alone. and then this london townhouse, the house the doctor bought them, with its T.A.R.D.I.S. blue door and just enough rooms.
rory's been staying with his dad. he was starting to look at flats near the hospital. now he sits in the sofa they'd bought together in IKEA and his eyes never leave amy as they finally, finally start to have the conversation they should have had months ago.
"i don't," he answers, and his voice is steady, his eyes fixed on amy.
"there are other ways of having children. we could adopt, we could foster. i'm sure the doctor could take us to some stupid planet where they'd make a clone baby or something."
he pauses there. reaches out to take her hand in his, squeezing tightly. ( he's never letting go again. )
"but that's not the point. there is no universe where i would want any of that without YOU."
"sure, i've wanted to be a dad since we were kids. but you know what i've also wanted, since we were eight years old and you were the weird new girl from scotland? i wanted to marry you. i don't care if we have more kids or we don't, i don't care if we travel with the doctor again or not, as long as we've got each other. i promise."
his eyes are wet, stinging as he blinks, and he pulls her close, clings on to her. "and you're just going to put up with that," he adds, trying to smile, trying to make her laugh. "because there's nothing you can say that would make me change my mind."