#faithkin

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I miss my father.

An older priest, He pulled me from hellfire more times than I deserved. Even now, in this life, he found a way to reach me.

I’ve searched for him here. I’ve prayed. But there is nothing.

Garcia, if you can hear me, I miss you.

- John (Faith)

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[kinnie-thots-flags]

Can I has a John Ward (FAITH) kin flag? :3c

[fictionkinfessions]

I feel so alone here. No one I know sees me for me. Or- as me? As who I am?

I’m sorry. I don’t know the right words, the terminology still slips my mind.

I just know it hurts more than I know how to explain.

I miss my people. I miss Garcia. I miss Lisa. I miss who I was.

I was a priest. An exorcist. I had purpose. I had faith, even when it wavered.

And now I’m here. Young again and useless.

A lazy, good-for-nothing thing in a life I barely recognise as my own.

I still go to church. I still praise Him.

But this all feels like some twisted version of what I used to know.

I often wonder if it’s a test. Maybe He’s watching. Maybe I’m still worth something.

- John (Faith)

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[fictionkinfessions]

happy halloween and happy profane sabbath to those who dedicated themselves <3

-someone from FAITH most likely

zee

[fictionkinfessions]

i just love how there’s literally no content of me and my sister and just people obsessing over the gross old man who almost beat me to death. so so cool /s

- faith (ready or not) #🌿🌙

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[fictionkinfessions]

I failed. I disappeared with that house. That's where my memories stop. For all I know, Gary did as he pleased after that. The end. Damnatio Memoriae. And yet, despite it all… Here I am. Reborn, again and again and again. Perhaps this is His will, His mercy. Second, third, fourth chances, and so on.

I'm not sure if I believe in Him anymore. Wouldn't matter if I did. Even if I think God(s) exist, I don't worship like that anymore.

If the old me could see into his other lives, even this current one, I'm sure he'd hate them. He'd view them all as a bizarre punishment from God, for his failures. But I don't believe that. At the end of the day, that's what matters. I am no longer a priest. My faith may no longer be in Him, but I will not lose it again. His blessing or not, I will continue to come back. I will choose life, again and again and again. Because life is beautiful.

Amen.

—Formerly, Father John Ward (FAITH: The Unholy Trinity #🥀💥🎶)

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canon age! pretty sure i was around 16-17 in canon and that was back in 1987

- amy martin (faith)

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Father John Ward kin form the game series “FAITH : The unholy trilogy”.

As a kin of such a game of that nature can be…kinda rough to say the least. But at the exact same time it is so stupid and funny to see the memes for it and the amount of stupidity I see with it. So in the end, its a battle of being sad and laughing my ass off.

- John (He/Cor/Whisper/Walker)

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