alterhumans of color?
i think there's not a lot of posts about being an alterhuman with fictive/factive/etc. identity being different from the body's, but the body isn't white.
like... idk. feels lonely. ;w;
i have a different ethnicity from the body - both aren't white, though. but it's still different! dysphoric, disorienting, suddenly not knowing or being connected to my own culture, but if we bodily learn it, people would call us "fetishizing".
and like, what if (for example) someone who's bodily chinese has a mr/beast (who is white) factive in their system? what then? of course it's easy, their mr/beast identity doesn't invalidate/undo their chinese identity.
but i know some people disrespect that, and says one always undoes/invalidates the other, and it sucks so much. i sympathize qwq
if you experience similar stuff, please let me know, it's nice to have some solidarity n_n
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