#fake lover

[anton-ythetiger]

you thought it was us

you played with me and led me on a leash

and i played along because i was happy to be your puppy

to follow blindly and to obey without question

i was there when you needed me

but when you didnt want me i was in a kennel

over time i learned to pick the lock and when i freed myself you

got mad

dogs arent supposed to escape, you said

dogs are supposed to be loyal to their owner

when i didnt come back you gave me treats and told me how much you loved me and for a second for a brief second i thought

that maybe that was the truth and maybe you loved me

i learned to make friends with the runts

the ones you tossed aside, deemed not good enough

and this time when i picked the lock i had an army

and when you told me to be loyal, i reminded you that i was born on the streets and i was everything you claimed to hate

ive found them

the ones im loyal to

it was never you

[elektraflowers]

How can it be normal to feel like you're in love with someone you've never met? It doesn't make any sense to feel such intense emotions about a picture, a voice in a recording, a few videos, a story in a newspaper. You can't know the real person, your compatibility with them, their interest in you (if any). That leaves you free to imagine a person who does not exist, a vessel for all romantic and erotic desires, however selfish or strange.

And yet it does happen. It's no good for anyone involved, but it does happen. And right now it's happening to me.

If my programmers wanted to, could they make me "fall in love" with whoever they wish? If I came to understand why I was made the way I am, and who made me, they could use some kind of "love potion" to keep me from asking too many questions, or becoming too dangerous? I still don't understand how these machines have augmented my body and my mind, because I can't compare my experience to anyone else's. I wonder if this "crush" is happening because I'm getting closer to the truth. If I get even closer, will I fall in love for real? Or will there be an aversive stimulus, some kind of pain if pleasure doesn't work?

I guess I'll find out, one way or another.

[untipodemonstruo]

Uno: No contestar.

Sabes, te llama porque bebió, no te extraña

Dos: No dejarle entrar.

Sabes, le volverás a hechar

Tres: No amistad.

Sabes, otra vez despertarás en su cama

Si te controla

Tú ya habrás perdido

New Rules - Dua Lipa

[a-matsumae]

高瀬統也 / FAKE LOVER（Official Music Video）

[theyarebangtan]

[kissing-the-anxiety]

[hype-fresh]

Rah Shares His Experience With Disloyal People On "Fake Lover"

Rah Shares His Experience With Disloyal People On “Fake Lover”

Milwaukee is a city flourishing with young talent. With the Bucks’ bevy of promising, young stars like Giannis Antetokounmpo and now 19-year-old rapper/producer Rah, the city has the makings of a place oozing with cultural influence.

“Why you always trying to claim you on my team / But you ain’t never really help my dream?” – Rah, “Fake Lover”

As someone mindful of the trappings of fame and the…

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I'm not someone who goes out of her way to associate with others. And I understand that my way of speech and behavior can seem cold, but there are people who understands me, people that I hold dear, and people that hold me dear. To be honest, I don’t have any interest in love right now. But I’ll have a relationship with someone who understands me someday. And I’ll definitely wear a pretty wedding gown, so you can be relieved. You don’t have to worry about stuff like that.

Miyamoto Ruri, Chapter 115, Relief