#fanfic stuff

[definitelyyessnakedemons]

writing updates: it might have taken me almost an entire hour to do it, but i've added three (3) sentences to the smut fic draft

now a break for dinner

[definitelyyessnakedemons]

writing updates: ok, i have recovered enough to add another sentence (perhaps two) to the draft

[definitelyyessnakedemons]

writing updates: need some Phoenix Down up in this bitch because i'm dying from embarrassment from the sentence i just typed. why must writing sex scenes be so emotionally fraught for me, the author T^T

[definitelyyessnakedemons]

writing updates: back on the computer to work on writing my smut fic some more before dinner (and probably after dinner too unless i get distracted by something else on the internet)

[beedreamscape]

The good thing about a bad piece of media, or maybe not even bad but half good, is that it drives you to write like you're alexander hamilton on a deadline

[definitelyyessnakedemons]

writing updates: one (1) full sentence successfully added to the draft.

[definitelyyessnakedemons]

writing updates: *types 8 words into the draft and feels like i'm being tortured* why is writing sex scenes so embarrassing?? why is my brain so resistant to Typing The Sex Words??

T^T the 4-5 people (myself not included) who want to read the rest of the fic won't know what happens in it unless i manage to get the rest of it typed out and posted