When Lysithea had failed to bite her tongue as she most certainly should have, she could only hope that he didn’t hear her somber remark, accompanied by an equally bitter chuckle. Oh, how she wished her mistake went unnoticed, silently scolding herself with the might of all of her broad vocabulary. If only he didn’t hear her, or didn’t notice, or ignored her, she, normally so adamant about being heard whenever she spoke, wouldn’t mind. In fact, she would be genuinely grateful for once. Alas, he responded to her pointless ramblings, leaving her at a loss for words and utterly frustrated.
“I’m...” She stuttered. So unlike her, so silly, so... so utterly humiliating and disappointing! “... yes, I’m a mage. Yes, I’m hard-working. You think so. Everyone thinks so. But I’m not a natural. When people tell me they wish they were born with a talent such as mine, everything inside me turns upside down.”