#fayesrants

[fayeways]

i hate being awake and alone.

WAKE UP SOMEONE AND TALK TO ME PLEASE

i just played a game for like 2 hours..

i am totally gonna pass out later but i want some kind of interaction with someone..

like send me asks or dm me pls… please?..

(i say to like 2 people who might actually read this blog)

[fayeways]

fuck this shit. i hate how much it hurts to be reminded about him again. hes moving on and look at me, stuck on him like a damned fool.

hes moving on and taunting me and messing with my mind like its his playground.

leave me alone. leave me alone. i am okay without you. i am just fine.

[fayeways]

i genuinely hate being this alone

i want someone

someone for me.

to love me. want me too.

hell just talking to me would do me justice.

[fayeways]

my ex viewed my profile on tiktok, yall think he still wants me?

someone punch me or something. i cant go through that whole “cheating” thing again

[fayeways]

how can bro get two partners while i am losing my mind over someone how does not even know that i exist nor care about me that much.

IT IS NOT FAIR.

[fayeways]

i really dislike family gatherings on thanksgiving.

children are loud, adults are louder

i want to leave

[fayeways]

making a thanksgiving dinner for 4 hours, just to back to no messages.

i hate being so alone and attached to nobody.

[fayeways]

i dont want to be here anymore. i might just commit like my ex said to do but he thought i CHEATED on him. i hate cheating. i cant stand to be accused of such a foul thing. i gave up so much for him. yet he still thinks i cheated. and i still miss him like hellfire.