request: adapt fic when youâre really mad at him so he makes smut happen to try to get you to relax and you still are kinda making petty comments during but secretly enjoying it then at the end reader softens up :)
warnings: 18+, a lil angst over forgotten birthday, EVERYTHING IS CONSENSUAL, sexual tension and kinda teasing, p in v, verbal conflict, frustration and emotional vulnerability, late-night setting, consent emphasized.
the apartment is quiet except for the faint hum of the fridge and the glow of the tv. youâve been scrolling your phone for the past hour, pretending to be busy, but really just staring at the clock and feeling your chest tighten.
the door opens quietly and alex steps in, hoodie half off, sneakers scuffing the floor. he freezes when he sees you on the couch, knees pulled to your chest. âhey,â he says low. âyouâre still up?â
you donât answer right away. just look at him, tired eyes sharp enough to make him shift.
âyeah,â you say finally. âcouldnât sleep.â
he nods slowly, like he already knows where this is going. âi was with the guysââ
âi know,â you cut him off. âi saw the stream.â
thereâs a long pause. the tv hums quietly in the background.
you push your hair out of your face. âyou didnât text me today.â
he frowns. âiâ i thought i did earlierââ
âno. you didnât. you didnât call, didnât message, nothing. you spent the whole day streaming while i sat here waiting.â your voice shakes a little. âforget it.â
alex runs a hand through his hair. ây/n, come on. i didnât mean to ignore you. you know how crazy today wasââ
âyeah,â you snap. âso crazy you forgot my birthday.â
he freezes. mouth opens, then closes again. âshit.â he steps closer. ây/n, iââ
âdonât. donât start with âi forgotâ or âi didnât mean to.â thatâs the problem. you always donât mean to. always busy, always distracted, and iâm justâhere. waiting.â
he swallows. âi know i messed up. but itâs not like i donât careââ
âthen show it!â you shout, standing. âbecause right now it feels like iâm the only one who does!â
silence falls. the tv flickers. both your breathing sounds loud in the quiet.
alex runs a hand down his face. âyou really think i donât care about you?â
âi think you donât try,â you say quietly.
he flinches. shakes his head, muttering, âunbelievable.â
âwhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âit means i screw up one day and suddenly i donât care about you?â his voice is louder now, frustration slipping through. âyou know how much iâve got going on, and you stillââ
âalex,â you cut him off, voice trembling. âitâs not about your schedule. itâs about me.â
he finally exhales, quieter this time. âyouâre right. i fucked up.â
he steps closer, softer now. âiâm sorry. i really am.â
you cross your arms, trying to stay mad, trying to ignore how drawn you are to him. but then heâs close enough that you can smell the faint cologne on his hoodie, feel the warmth of him standing there.
he reaches out, fingers brushing your arm. âlet me make it up to you,â he murmurs.
you donât look up. âhow?â your voice is small. âyou canât take it back.â
he tilts his head, watching you â jaw clenched, eyes glassy but stubborn. his thumb drags lightly across your wrist. âyouâre tense. just⊠let me fix it, yeah?â
you finally look at him â hurt, mad, and still stupidly drawn in. and right there, in that quiet apartment, the tension between you feels almost unbearable, a weight pressing down, heavy and electric.
the moment hangs, the night still, and everything is waiting â just before it shifts into something more.
he doesnât wait for an answer.
his hands slide to your hips, gentle, palms warm through the thin cotton of his hoodie youâre wearing. he pulls you close, slow, giving you every chance to shove him away. you donât. you stand rigid, arms locked across your chest, jaw set so tight it aches, eyes fixed on the wall behind him.
âiâm so sorry,â he whispers, voice raw, cracked open like heâs been holding it in all day. his forehead rests against yours, breath shaky, the faint scent of red bull and cologne clinging to him.
âsave it,â you snap, the words sharp enough to cut. âyour words donât fix shit.â
he sinks to his knees without another sound. his palms glide up your thighs, calloused fingertips tracing the soft skin just above your knees, pushing the hoodie higher inch by inch. the fabric bunches under your ribs, cool air kissing the newly exposed skin. goosebumps bloom in the wake of his touch. you donât help, donât move an inch, just glare down at himâeyes glassy, lips pressed thin, every muscle screaming still furious.
he hooks his fingers in the waistband of your cotton shorts, tugs them down with deliberate care. the elastic catches on the curve of your hips, then slides free, pooling at your ankles in a soft heap. you step out of them, one foot at a time, still not giving him anything.
âlet me take care of you,â he says, voice low, almost pleading, eyes searching yours for any crack in the armor.
you scoff, cold. âyou had all day to care.â
he spreads your knees gently, wider, until the couch edge presses into the backs of your thighs. he settles between them, the heat of his breath ghosting over your inner thigh before his mouth makes contact. the first touch is tenderâjust the flat of his tongue, one slow, reverent lick from your entrance to your clit. the warmth of it sends a jolt up your spine; you inhale sharp through your nose, fingers curling hard into the couch cushion, knuckles white. he does it again, slower, parting you with his thumbs so he can taste every fold, every slick inch.
âthis doesnât fix it,â you say, voice clipped, icy.
âi know,â he murmurs against you, breath warm, vibrating faintly. âbut i want to earn it.â
he seals his mouth over your clit, sucks soft, then firm, the pressure perfect. two fingers circle your entrance, teasing, tracing the rim without entering. you shift, hips lifting a fraction, chasing friction, but he doesnât rushâjust waits, watching your face with those sorry, desperate eyes.
âtell me,â he says, voice muffled, lips brushing you. âtell me what you need.â
you bite your lip, stubborn, teeth sinking in hard enough to sting. he waits, fingers still, mouth hovering, the silence thick and heavy. the denial stretchesâfive seconds, tenâuntil the ache between your legs is unbearable.
âplease,â you finally mutter, hating how small it sounds, hating that he heard it.
he rewards you instantlyâtwo fingers deep, curling slow, mouth sealing over your clit, sucking steady. the wet sound of it fills the room, deliberate and reverent, the slick slide of his fingers in and out, the soft hum of his throat when he tastes you. his tongue flicks in perfect time with his fingers, building pressure without rushing, every stroke measured, worshipful.
you grip his hair, anchoring hard, nails scraping his scalp. âthis doesnât mean iâm over it.â
âi know,â he says, pulling back just enough to speak, lips shiny, chin glistening. âbut iâm here now.â
he adds a third finger, stretching you open, scissoring slow, the burn sweet and sharp. your thighs start to tremble, muscles tensing. he curls them again, pressing firm against that spot inside you, holding the pressure until your breath stutters.
âyouâre still an idiot,â you manage, voice shaking.
âi am,â he agrees, voice rough with want. âlet me prove iâm your idiot.â
he stands, shoves his joggers down in one motion. his cock is heavy, flushed dark, a bead of pre-cum glistening at the tip. he drags it through your folds once, twice, slow, coating himself in your slick, the head nudging your clit with every pass. then he lines up, hands braced on the couch beside your hips.
âeyes on me,â he says, soft but firm.
you do. his eyes are dark, focused, sorryâpupils blown wide, lashes damp with sweat. he pushes in slowâone thick inch at a time, letting you feel every ridge, every pulse, every vein. the stretch is exquisite, a slow burn that makes your toes curl. when heâs fully seated he stills, hands braced on either side of your head, forehead pressed to yours, breath mingling.
âfeel that?â he whispers, voice trembling. âthatâs all for you.â
you clench around him involuntarily, walls fluttering. he groans, low and broken, hips rolling once, deep, grinding against you.
âgonna let me make it right?â
âdonât get cocky,â you hiss, but your hands are on his back, nails digging in hard enough to leave crescents.
he starts to moveâlong, measured strokes, pulling almost all the way out until just the tip remains, then sinking back in, bottoming out each time with a soft, wet sound. the couch creaks under the rhythm, springs protesting. he angles his hips, finds that spot inside you, and stays there, grinding slow, relentless.
your breath hitches, sharp. âfuckââ
âtell me baby,â he says, voice rough, desperate. âwhat do you need?â
he obeys. grips your hips, lifts them slightly off the cushion, thrusts deeper, slower, the angle perfect. the slap of skin on skin is soft, intimate, punctuated by the wet slide of him moving inside you. sweat beads at his temple, drips onto your collarbone, warm. he leans down, mouth on your neck, kissing gently, then sucking a slow, deliberate mark just below your pulse.
âi shouldâve been here,â he says between thrusts, voice cracking. âshouldâve had my mouth on you at eight instead of in a fucking discord call.â
you moan, quiet, back arching off the couch. âkeep going.â
âshouldâve eaten the cake off your stomach,â he murmurs, hand sliding between you, thumb circling your clit in tight, slick strokes, pressure perfect. âshouldâve lit every candle while you were in my lap, while i was inside you, while you came on my tongue.â
the image hits you hardâcandles flickering, chocolate smearing, his mouth on you. you come with a soft, broken cry, walls fluttering around him, pleasure rolling in slow, deep waves. your whole body trembles, thighs clamping around his hips. he doesnât stopâkeeps moving through it, drawing it out until youâre shaking, oversensitive, tears pricking your eyes.
âiâve got you,â he says, voice strained, reverent. he flips you gently onto your stomach, pulls your hips up until youâre on your knees, chest pressed to the cushion. enters you again from behind, one slow, smooth thrust that makes you sigh into the fabric.
he sets a steady paceâdeep, careful, the angle perfect, every stroke dragging against that spot inside you. his hand slides under you, fingers back on your clit, rubbing soft, slow circles. the second orgasm builds slower, sweeter, coiling tight in your belly.
âstill with me?â he asks, voice trembling.
âyesâfuckâyesââ
you cum again, clenching hard, a quiet, muffled sound into the couch. he follows seconds laterâhips stuttering, a low, broken groan against your spine as he spills inside you, warm and pulsing, filling you completely.
he stays buried, chest heaving against your back, arms sliding under you to hold you close. after a minute he pulls out slow, turns you over, gathers you into his lap. youâre both slick with sweat, breathing hard, the room thick with the scent of sex and apology.
he kisses your temple, your cheek, the corner of your mouthâsoft, lingering. âiâm sorry,â he says, voice soft now, cracked open. âiâll never forget again.â
you lean into him, fingers tracing the sweat at his neck, the anger finally gone. âcakeâs still in the fridge.â
he smiles, small and genuine, eyes glassy. âiâll light the candles. then iâll eat it off you.â
you laugh, quiet, exhausted. âyouâre still sleeping on the couch tonight.â
âworth it,â he murmurs, kissing you slow, deep, like heâs got all the time in the world to prove it.
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