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My hands feel real clammy and shaky right now, but I want to tell you this. It’s going to be ok. Just remember that it will be ok. No matter what’s going on it’ll be ok. I pray you are doing well and if not that’s ok too. Just know it’s going to be ok. I understand having fear, I understand being scared. I’m scared almost every day sometimes, your mind can be your worst enemy. Don’t let it win.

Love you 😘

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I had a nightmare

So I had a terrible nightmare. It was to the point that when I woke up from said nightmare, I was still paralyzed in my bed with fear.

So I was dreaming about going on an adventure with John to Japan. We were having a great time until we got so lost that we separated somehow. I was scared and confused because my Japanese is anime level (knowing and learning some Japanese phrases from watching too much anime because I'm an otaku af) at best...

I somehow in all my confusion end up in these woods. It was foggy and creepy and because I was lost it was way scarier than it really was. I somehow bump into this girl who was also looking for her by because she was lost. So the first thing we did was look for a road or a sign of the edge of the woods. We find the road outside of the woods and we have a mini sigh of relief until I start to hear something. My body has a slight tinge in the back of my neck and my mind is yelling at me to wake up. So I try to wake up. As soon as I attempt to open my eyes and turn over, something pushes me back into the position that I'm in and closes my eyes for me and I'm back in the dream exactly where I left off. I look at the girl and tell her "we need to get out of here... now!" But we can't. My body won't move. I'm hearing a child crying behind us. The child's cries got louder and soon were all over and in our ears. The girl says "we can't run... he's already here.." I dared not to ask who because my mind was already in a panic. My body fell into pins and needles from my head to my toes as I start to slowly turn around to see the boy at the edge of the woods... he is smiling. He is laughing. But not in the adorable child kind of way... more like the menacing child kind of way...

I took my time to get up. My eyes opened up first. Then my fingers started to move. Then the rest of me moved... I covered my head with my blanket and the first thing I did was reach for my phone so my eyes weren't used to the dark anymore. And then I reached for my tv remote so I can have a light source beaming in here. Then I turned on the lamp. Every light in my bedroom is on right now because I'm so scared...

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