Jun 2, 2015
If you’re going to kill yourself, I’m no one to tell you not to, but at least let me take you on an adventure first.
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If you’re going to kill yourself, I’m no one to tell you not to, but at least let me take you on an adventure first.
My brother went into labor!!!!!
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Looking back.
Skye, I miss you so fucking much. After about 3 years of me living in Indiana, we didn't speak much. And God damn, I am so upset about that. I loved you so much, and I never got to tell you that in person. I miss everything about you. The way we used to talk to each other, the happiness that you were able to spread. I love you, Skye, and I'm sorry that it took your passing for me to realize how much you really did mean to me.
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Layers
Tagged by the awesome queernatural
Layer 1: The Outside
Name: A really awesome one that you should ask about off anon if you're curious Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Dark brown, but the lower half is a little purpleish/redish because I died it dark purple and a shadow remains Height: I honestly have no clue, must be somewhere between 1,50/1,60 m Clothing Style: It depends on the day and my mood. Some days I go for super curvy and flowing skirts and look classy as fuck; some days I look like I just stumbled out of a dumpster with completely ripped(and I mean way past the point of fashionably ripped) jeans and shitty t-shirts full of holes and huge sweaters; and some days I look like a fabulous modern-AU!vampire dressed mostly in black and bordeaux colours with red or dark purple lipstick and winged eyeliner.
Layer 2: The Inside
Fears: Having the tiniest bit of responsibility put on my shoulders. Failure. Humiliation. Not achieving the best possible results in what I do 100% of the time. Dead animals. Ambitions for the Future: Finally get my shit together and manage to control my depression and anxiety, and get rid of all those cripling fears listed above. Learn to live a healthy life and be more social. Finally get myself to pursue my goals and do what I want to do with my life. Stop procrastinating absolutely everything.
Layer 3: Thoughts Your First Thoughts Waking Up: "No. Nooooo. Noooooooooo. Fuck. I want to keep sleeping. Why." either that or trying to retain as much from the dream I was having as possible. What Do You Think About Before Bed: I don't know, it honestly varies so much that I haven't got a clue. Totally depends on the day. You Think Your Best Quality Is: Eerrrmm, I don't know, do I have to pick just one¿? I like the way I think about stuff, and I believe I am a pretty good person who keeps trying to be better every day.
Layer 4: What’s Better Single or Group Dates: Depends on the group of people, but usually I'd pick single anyway because I can be decent at socialising when the other person's whole attention is on me, but I completely suck at it where the group has more than three people (including me). Beauty or Brains: Braaaaaaains *makes zombi noises* Dogs or Cats: Cats, absolutely no doubt here :)
Layer 5: Do You… Lie: It depends on the situation. Usually I try to be as honest as possible, both for ethical reasons and because I just see absolutely no point in lying. But, I am an anxious butt, and that makes me an anxious liar. When I'm having a conversation face to face with someone and they ask me something, doesn't matter how irrelevant what they ask about may be, sometimes I get anxious as fuck about having to give an answer and intinctively blurt out lies, even if there was nothing private about the real answer and I objectively I had no problem telling the truth, anxiety makes me blank and just spit the first bullshit that comes to mind :/ Believe in Yourself: Trying to get better at it, hopefully getting there Believe in Love: Yup Want Someone: Yeah, I'd love to have a romantic relationship someday, but if I don't I'm perfectly fine on my own too. Not actively looking, but if it happens, great.
Layer 6: Ever… Been on Stage: Yes, many times. I used to dance, and every year we put on a show at least once, but usually more often than that. I also did theatre plays a few times when I was a kid. Done Drugs: Nope, and haven't got an interest to ever try them either. Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Yeah, it was a bad habit when I was a kid :/ Until I grew way too anti-social to really give a fuck about fitting in anymore, and started appreciating being a loner when the company was worse than the lack of it.
Layer 7: Favorites Color: Golden, purple, blue, green. Favorite Animal: Panthers, elegant and gorgeous as fuck ^^ Favorite Movie: YOU CAN'T JUST EXPECT ME TO BE ABLE TO CHOOSE ONLY ONE. I REFUSE TO ANSWER THIS. Favorite Game: Fable (Lionhead) or Black & White (Lionhead) or The Sims 3
Layer 8: Age Day Your Next Birthday Will Be: Wednesday How Old Will You Be: 20, I'm finally gonna be out of the numbers that start with 1 and I am so NOT an adult yet, nobody asked me if I agreed to this ;n; Does Age Matter: Really depends on the context (I'm gonna leave Cloud's answer here because really, does it matter for what¿? It totally depends on what you're talking about)
Layer 9: Truth and Lies How Old is Your Oldest Secret: I don't think I keep secrets¿? My "secrets" are just secrets because I've just never had the chance to share them in an environment where they were brought up and I felt comfortable talking about them. One Secret, One Lie, and One Half-Truth (Out of Order): Uuuuuugggggghhhhhhh I don't want to think about this, I refuse to answer this one too :P Something You Wish You Didn’t Know: What comes up when you google blue waffle with the safe mode off.
And who am I gonna tag¿? That'd be feardubh, kelpiethethundergod, perpetualperversions and I'm gonna keep throwing these things at elizabethrobertajones even if she never does them :P
And anyone else who thinks this is fun and wants to do it :)