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In Urdu, one of the terms of endearment is “jaan.” It can be translated to mean “love,” but it also means “life.”
Jaan encompasses so much emotion, depth and meaning in such a small word. And I think that’s really beautiful.
Jaan ||JS//03.26.18||
It will take a while to get used to, but enjoy, and don’t push him away just because you’re not used to it and it’s a bit scary.
Important advice from my best friend about a man treating me better than any other has before
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Be with the one who gives you reasons, every day, to be grateful for their presence in your life.
I thank God for you every day
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Jaaneman/Jaan-e-man:
Jaan: “Soul” or “life,” and used in reference to calling someone “love”
-e- is basically “of”
& -man is “(my) heart”
So, jaaneman can be translated to “soul of mine” or “soul of my heart.”
Meaning of the word jaaneman
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You’re still on my mind.
And I don’t think that will change
I believed in you but you didn’t believe in yourself or in us. I believed in our future and you saw it, too, but you’re still a boy. You were afraid of the commitment, afraid of forever. I didn’t doubt until I saw your cowardice come into play. I would have waited for you but that freaked you out too. My love was real and serious and unconditional. But you showed me that we have the ability to give our love to those who may not want it or deserve it. And that is not a fault of mine. To love without being loved in the way you deserve takes strength, and it takes even more strength to walk away knowing you deserve better. I wanted to give all my love to you but perhaps you don’t want it, and you know what? That’s okay because there is a man out there who won’t fear my love and will love me beyond my wildest dreams. I’m free from your boyish love and I know I’ll be blessed with the love of a man who truly understands, respects and reciprocates my love that you ran away from.
I deserve better ||10.30.16||
it's funny, i thought you were all i wanted. i thought you were the one for me. i believed your love was true and everlasting. i fell so hard i couldn't breathe around you. but, now? i see you and realize i miss the man i fell in love with, but i also realize that man isn't you anymore. God knows where that man is, but he sure ain't here. it would be beautiful if our love story could end with a happily ever after, but i'm finally learning the beauty in a new beginning. i have the power to leave you in my past. you were great to me while it lasted, but something happened along the way and you got lost. i knew what i wanted. i knew i wanted you. but you continued to reconsider. i know how good i am, and i know there's a man out there who will love me and want me for the rest of his life, without feeling the need to reconsider every step of the way to forever. i fell so hard i thought that man would be you, but i'm finally getting back up and realizing, maybe you were there to show me how much better i deserve.
realizations. ||JS//10.26.16||
It's still so hard to not be yours anymore. I miss you and I miss what we had but I don't like who you are right now when I see the way you treat me. I still see you learning and growing, and I am proud of you for it. But I don't think you see that everyone thinks you were better with me, and I know I was better when I had you. God, I hate that I'm still breaking inside but I can't seem to let you go. We were planning our future, but you left us in the past. I miss you and I really hope you miss me, too.
It just sucks. ||10.06.16||
