Ahhhhh😍😍😍 josh came over yesterday evening and we had dominos & watched friends & then we took Freddie out & then we watched a movie and ahhhh😍😍😍 my parents both really like him & Freddie actually adores him😂😂 holy shit man. Everything feels so natural and so good with him. It's never awkward and he's so sweet and fuck meeeee he is such a good kisser and everything omfg. Had my parents & brother not been home I would been more than happy to go all the way with him. I have no fears with him when he touches me. I have no urge to push him away, I just want him closer & holy fucking shit I like this guy. Holy fucking shit. And apparently I make him happy😊😊😊 and he was saying how he really likes me and he seems to genuinely mean it and he was saying how I was different and he could just have fun and something along the lines of being able to just mess around and talk shit and make me laugh 😊😊😊 dude like I feel like my feelings for him are jumping out of a bloody helicopter or off a cliff or some shit and I don't even care. I literally don't care. I don't give a shit if I get hurt later on bc rn I'm literally just so fucking happy and I feel so good and safe and free with him it's actually amazing.
