[Cw, this is going to sound kind of anti non-traumagenic, but we aren't trying to start anything or belittle anyone, simply express our own struggles. We don't have anything against endo systems or any other non-traumagenics, but hey, pesky doubt won't leave us alone when it comes to ourselves I guess]
We've been struggling immensely with the possibility of being a system, because what with all that's been going on with us lately, the chances are we aren't a singlet, but it feels impossible that we could be legitimately a system. We only started having these issues after we met another system! Now, granted, they were the first system we've ever actually met, and so I suppose it would make a bit of sense that maybe we only just realized after meeting them? However, we also looked up to them a great deal, and it just.. I constantly feel like maybe we're faking to be like those people that we admired? Worse still, if we really are a system, I don't know what our.. "origin" or whatever could be, whereas they're a traumagenic DID system. They've had a lot of awful things happen to them as far as I know, and I just feel like we're being horribly insensitive, having this similar problem without the traumatic experience to cause it (I think?? That's a different issue), even though it isn't intentional!!I care about them a whole lot, most of us do, and I don't want them to think that we're faking, I honestly don't know what I would do, that would hurt us surely but also I don't want to hurt them. My main concern is hurting them somehow, because I trust them enough not to fakeclaim us regardless. They're just such nice people, they deserve the world.
