Home?
I don't know where my home is anymore... Where do I belong? Is it here in Australia with my friends, family and pets? Or in Canada with my loving partner and the new home and life we've built together? When I first got back I kept subconsciously referring to Canada as 'back home'. Something I believed as it technically is my new home, however just as I'm preparing to set of again it's hitting me that this time I'm not leaving with the know that I'm returning in 4 months for a wedding... As this time I'm leaving with no know at all. I'm leaving my beautiful family, friends, other loved ones and our silly cat Yoshi and Nicks little teddy bear dot, Tara. How is this possible... How do I jump from this home completely into one across the other side of the world? I have a new house, bed, fridge with photos of just nick and I. New neighbours, new job, new friends. A new life. And I guess, a new home. I just need the confidence to jump into it with everything and not hold back. I've noticed that everyone is always going to go on a life time journey at some point in their lives so why should I hold back on mine? Just because I'm the first person to do something like this, doesn't mean I should be scared or held back by others who are scared themselves to do the same thing. I need to spread my wings, jump off the edge and fly into my new life and only land when I'm ready to come back. I'm ready to completely settle into my new home and no one can or will ever hold me back.