Apr 29
Man I'd love to have a name for this. Too mentally ill about it to be purely KFF, but don't have a strong enough belief to be alterhuman. Not a system either, so these guys can't be alters – I have far too much control over them, anyways.
I came up with the term febriunesic a while back – from the Latin for fever and drunk + the suffixes -nes and -ic. I have control over my "kintypes" but in the same way I have control over my actions when sick or drunk. Plus they make me feel detached and weird. Feverish.
But like. Shrugs. I wish I could find others like this. I can barely see Melone as a real character anymore, I'm looking at a very strange mirror when he shows up. And Diavolo is banging at my fucking door demanding I let him back in.