#federica doyle

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federica practically deflated at the words of her wife. anahita had a real talent of putting federica second to her work - without fail. "oh," she said and felt absolutely foolish for believing that she'd have some quality time with her wife, and get some attention. "right, you won't be disturbed. the kids have all been put to bed and you know, when the little one cries, i'll get 'em." she spoke, her voice monotonous as she closed her silk robe and started to blow out the candles. she really did try. she wanted to make her wife happy and provide her all she wished for but apparently, it wasn't necessary. "i am sorry for making all this...unnecessary fuss. i'm sure you needed this precious minute you wasted talking to me, to spend on your story." she told her - her tone very sarcastic.

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federica was thrilled to be married once more. to have found a woman who was willing to take on her seven children as well as incredible and something she hadn't expected. that is why she wanted to spoil her as much as possible. to make her never regret her choice or find this life too dull. she smirked at the response she got and chuckled. "for you, of course." she answered and stepped closer to her. she took the offered hand and stepped closer to her. "don't be sorry. go shower... and the rest of the evening, i am all yours." she teased and raised her eyebrow. "don't make me start without you." she teased and then let go of her wife's hand, turned around and with a sway of her hips, she walked towards the arm chair, sat down in her lingerie and robe and crossed her legs, tilting her head. "i'll be waiting;" she teased.

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federica had sky-high standards for herself. it wasn't often you found a spouse who not only wanted to work themself to the bone for the large family she wanted but who was also so very understanding and sweet. she felt so guilty for not being there for her, because she loved helping her wife relax in the evenings after the kids went to bed. she loved cooking for her and spoiling her, but for weeks she'd barely even stayed awake past eight pm. this was the first time in her life she wasn't done with her housework by the time her wife came home. that she wasn't dressed nicely and shaved and looked good for her. that is what she liked to do. it's what made her feel good. she couldn't even remember where her razor was now. she felt she was letting her whole family down and she hoped that by scrubbing, she'd feel better. less of a failure. she heard her wife but it didn't really... reach her. not until she was touched and her wife gently moved her hands away from her cleaning. "please, i need to get this done. i won't have time tomorrow." she said, but her words came out weak and wobbly and she certainly didn't fight back. she gave into the touch, leaned back and didn't even notice she was now softly crying. she was so tired, and she felt so terribly. "i don't want you to help." she cried. "i want to take care of you. i want to do what i promised i'd do - take care of you. it's what i love to do." she explained and sighed. "i just feel so guilty. and i miss you because i am so tired in the evenings. and i really, really look a mess. feel like a mess. i just... i am letting everyone down." she sobbed.

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federica looked at her best friend, tears brimming in her eyes. "i just... i am really at a breaking point." she said and licked her lips. "she's never home, i have... six kids under the age of twelve and a seventh on the way. she's... she's just always at work, and i... i am just so scared to admit to her that i am overwhelmed because she warned me with every kid that i was taking on too much." she explained and felt a tear roll down her cheek. "but... i mean, i had expected her to step up a little more... i don't know what to do..."