I'm so unhappy with myself right now.
I've somehow gained five pounds in the last week.
And, I've gained forty pounds since sophomore year.
Like, I seriously feel huge.
My jeans are on the verge of ripping at the thigh from my thighs rubbing together so much.
The only thing I really feel comfortable in right now are my sweats.
I'm seriously trying to do everything I can to lose weight, and so far, nothing's working or happening.
I feel so stuck.
I actually feel like throwing up.
I feel so ugly and fat.
Not to mention I'm starting to feel lonely, with Valentine's Day coming up.
I'm on the verge of tears right now.
COOL.
















