#overweight.

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Obesity is the health disorder which is the state of being grossly #fat or overweight.

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Is talking about healthy food making us all fat?

One of the biggest differences I’ve noticed between my time as a child and the world my children live in, is the growing obsession with healthy eating and body image.

As a child my mother stayed at home, and luckily for us was a wonderful cook. Not only did she cook our dinner each day, but she also made dessert (sweet as we called it). To add to that she baked constantly, buns, apple tarts,…

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And like I said, I realize I've made a lot of excuses as to why this has happened. But I really think they're valid ones. It was my first year of college, I didn't know how to juggle anything, I was required to be on a Meal Plan (which hurt me enough in and of itself because most of the food in said Meal Plan is just bad for you by default), and I couldn't ever get to the gym. Every plan I made with going to the gym just didn't work out, and that's my fault, and I realize that.

With that being said, I know next year will be better. I'll start working out a lot over the summer, and since I'll most likely have a job, I'll have something to distract me from eating all the time. I'm going to beg my mom to buy healthier food choices and drink water constantly. And next school year, I'm going to make a schedule for when I study and go to the gym.

I've felt bad about myself for nineteen years, I really don't want to feel that way about myself anymore. I shouldn't look in the mirror at myself every day and think about bursting into tears because I hate what I see. I shouldn't be afraid to look at myself in the mirror.

And I realize I've said shit like this before, but there's just something this time that has me more motivated. Maybe it's the fact that I've accepted that the Freshman Fifteen has happened to me, I don't know. But I'm really motivated to do something about this now.

When 2013 started, I had said I wanted to lose sixty pounds by my twentieth birthday. That gives me 262 days from today. And I'm putting my mind back on that challenge.

I've never really felt beautiful about myself, and I think I deserve to.

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I really wish I was skinnier.

I've tried dieting several times.

I only lose about five pounds, at most, every time.

I can tell I've gained weight.

And it breaks my heart.

Because I'm already "slightly overweight" as it is.

And I think my birth control is a partial component in my weight gain, too.

Goddamn.