Overthinking Space: Feeling Blah
I wore red nails and red lipstick just to pick myself up. I felt so grateful this morning and now I am just feeling so blah.
Could it be that I just realized how much things I have neglected for the past months? Years?
Could it be because vacation is almost over now and it’s time to grind again?
Could it be that there is so much negative news everywhere?
Could it be that I am so full but so hallow in feelings?
Could it be my period fast approaching?
Could it be that I supposedly did spring cleaning or just rearranged mess?
Could it be that suddenly I lost Why? Or asked myself why again?
Could it be that I miss traveling?
Could it be that I miss just being natural and be in one w nature?
Could it be that I miss hanging out with people I like?
Could it be that I stared so hard at the things I like and even those don’t excite me now?
Could it be that I have lost things to look forward to in netflix now? And youtube? And IG?
Could it be that I don’t find my books interesting?
Could it be that I am just craving for chocolate?
I need to pick myself up some more.