#feelings.

[motojane]

[safety-writes-noms]

oughhh the urge to get back into transformers is consuming me again… it’s so tempting. You guys will probably see transformers vore from me at some point

[arihi]

Got into a car accident last week. The car is not very drivable but I’m okay - only damage was mental as it was a very near miss. Is it considered an accident if my car was parked and the other party just decided to swing into it mere inches from me to make my life flash before my eyes? Maybe it is considered an incident rather than accident. No matter. It happened in front of an Asian spa place. The entire time as I stood there, rigid and tense and alone, there were two older Asian women watching over me from inside the storefront, fretting with worried eyes and pacing around.

I was too nervous to engage with them. I can’t help but cry in any confrontation even if I’m not upset (it’s awful) and my entire body was locked up with how strongly I was trying to repress that tendency/my emotions around this already combative driver (upset about hitting me, can you imagine). I called Spider and Bats and waited for them to arrive. The two Asian women watched over me from inside the building all the while.

In the state I was in, I knew I’d burst into tears the minute I made eye contact with them, never mind talked to them, so I kept them in my peripheral vision. Seeing their worry for me made holding back the tears more difficult. There’s no larger story here, other than I haven’t blogged here in a minute, and that there are people who watch over you sometimes, despite everything, and that I wasn’t that alone there, in the end.

[dr0wn3d-pr1nc3ss]

Blargh

[ivasiek]

Forever eternal.

The sky held its breath as the world stood still,

A change in pace,

A slow motion dance bloomed like a rehearsed drill,

This was no longer a race.

Their hands interlocked, blood-filled roots seeking soil,

Veins like vines twirling and shifting to their shape,

Time unwinding into an immortal, endless coil,

A garden undying, no shadow can drape.

Two souls intertwined, in orchards where ages are resigned,

Their touch like sun weaving gold through air

A bond evermore, by fates own design

As Lunaria and Aetherlights bear witness and swear.

[junebuginn]

ON MY FUCKING KNEES why are my friends so far away... whoever says romantic love is more intense than platonic one is a LIAR

[solreefs]

relistening to wolf 359 and the “count to 10” scene fucks me up so bad every time. i was out taking a walk while i was listening and had to fight to not go feral in public

that whole episode is so good but especially that scene. aughhhh.