Content warnings to watch out for in my blog under the cut !! And stuff about our system!!!
Suicide (i won't do it i prommy š¤)
Self-harm (just enough to scab, never deep)
Drugs mentioned (a fat fucking blunt would fix me)
Alcohol (haven't gotten drunk but. GOD. We need to)
Hypersexual sometimes (I'm a horny bastard tbh)
ok, here's an intro for us :3< we dont have a name for our system yet...
First is me. Vee. You know me :3 I've been here forever :3 nya I'm always in front or co front so we usually end up using singular possessives when referring to ourselves so yeah :/
Second one we found was Mizuki. Ok big context thing right here. The names they have aren't there like. True names? If uou get what i mean? Like there the names they were born with. Like. I was born with my legal name but my *true* name is Vee. Yeah. None of them have found theirs yet <//3
OK NOW WE CAN TALK ABOUT MIZUKI.
I feel like she's been here for a long time. At least since 2020. Around when i started gender questions. I think she was what helped me get through those first years of lock down and got me back into. Basically everything.
Ok then we have Mafuyu. She's. She's my sadness Basically. My anger at myself. My doubts incarnate. She's very. Quiet and soft spoken. She's definitely been around for a while. Probably around as long as mizu. Maybe longer probably. We've learned new stuff about her recently. She is robot and dollkin <3
I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT HONA I'M SO SORRY HONA. She's my calmness. My will to like. Help. My wish that things will be better in the future. My desire to care for my friends. My hopes. That is Honami.
Then we have Dess and Shiho. There was like. A whole lot of confusion with the two of them. We couldn't tell if they were the same person or two different people. They couldn't tell themselves. But. There's a few key differences between them. Dess is more aggressive. She's my anger at others who've hurt my friends. Shiho is more defensive in a way. My wish to protect others from the hurt. They're both my the wish to fight. Of not caring what others think. The wish of caring for my friends.
Nene!! She is anxious. Very anxious. She's very flighty and jumpy, and comes out a lot when we're nervous š we don't really know how else to describe her than that...
Airi!! We have airi. She's. Loosely based off her. Much more yan. She's only named Airi because she's pink and likes the name. She's obsessive and possessive and we've been working on making her more open to sharing and letting our friends be in relationships without her getting angry and afraid and jealous.
I know many people in our communities have alcohol/drug addictions or are around people who do, so I want to teach you all some first aid tips!
if someone is unconscious, for example if they've passed out drunk, first make sure the scene is safe, then check for breathing and a pulse!
make sure to check if the person's airway is blocked. placing your fingers under their chin and tilting the head back can help clear their airway.
to check for a person's pulse, place two fingers on their neck beside their windpipe and press firmly for 5-10 seconds.
if the person has no pulse, call emergency services, find an AED (or tell someone to find one if that's possible) and begin CPR if you know how. follow the instructions on the AED to defibrillate the person.
if the person is breathing and has a pulse, place them in the recovery position!
make sure they are on their side with the higher arm folded under their head, the lower arm bent forward, and the higher leg bent, like this:
their mouth should be open and facing downward. that way, if they vomit, the vomit can drain out of their mouth and they won't choke on it.
you can place soft but heavy objects, like pillows weighted down with something, around the person to keep them from accidentally turning over.
as someone who uses drugs semi-regularly, this information is VERY important!!
don't worry about rebloging if you don't wanna, its not mandatory!! (moral ocd is a thing, so i'm just aiming to spread the word!!)
āhey this company supports aiā respectfully. respectfully and i do mean this. the thing brings me joy. theyāre not using ai to replace real people. thatās literally all that matters to me. as long as the mfs donāt build a data center in my area (which. USUALLY MY INTERESTS ARE IN CN/JP GAMES. Horrible latency if theyād make shit like that in the U.S for use over there.) I couldnāt care less man š„
"ai bad" my stance used to be violently anti-ai. what changed is that I realized how difficult it is to ask humans to do something. like. you give a hacker AI tools and inevitably that bot WILL find flaws. Using AI to help search for holes in any layer of cybersecurity speeds things up when one knows what they're doing.
my teachers have begun to use ai. hating them and telling them why it's wrong will not solve the problem. asking them why they find it convienient and trying to understand it however, is more likely to do something. tis about compromise and understanding why people reach for it in the first place.
Shout out to those who think they will never get the title of " You're the ( character ) of jiraiblr ! " because a bigger blog uses the same character as them . You're just as much the character as them .
Shout out to jiraiblr blogs with simpler layouts , or none at all .
Shout out to jiraiblr blogs with very few interactions , in a community where most people are attention desperete it is HELL here .
controversial opinion that absolutely shouldnāt be controversial: if someone pretends to att3mpt/c0mm1t svic1de for attention, maybe instead of shaming them and calling them manipulative evil horrible people, we should consider WHY they felt the need to do that in the first place and try being more supportive so people donāt ACTUALLY k1ll thĀ£msĀ£lvĀ£s. just a thought.
