#feelingsuck

[jessicastrovibes]

For fellow air moons!!

So any other air moons out there just don’t know what to think or feel when overwhelmed with random drama? Feels as if I attract these situations. Idk. Blah. Funny thing is I don’t like unnecessary bull though I am mostly air. Others believe differently because of stereo types. Also an Aquarius so an exception. It’s the fixed energy I swear.

[agdub1976]

[belowavrgmike-blog]

ExFavHuman: When did you stop caring?

Me: Uhmm, better question.. when did you start?

[ladygorg]

What is friendship? I don’t know..

That feeling of being excluded. it feels like absolute shit. In my circumstance.. I'm not sure whether I've done this to myself or whether the people who have ‘excluded’ me just aren't genuine friends to begin with..

I’ve always wondered what it would feel like to have friends you can trust, who will go out of their way to see if you are okay and invite you out places... 

It’s hard to imagine at this point.. it’s been years since I've experienced something close to a genuine friendship.

It’s like a part of me is scared to open up, to let people in and to trust..  

[damage-is-forever]

~I really like someone I can't have and it's probably the most depressing thing.~ Like why her? I feel like a Taylor swift song right now! haha

[zombieseatbrains]

*casts spell to banish you from my mind* -two minutes late you pop back up-

[freethismind]

insecurities

well sometimes i just want to express myself, yet have no control on what and how and even why, but i just need to find that way and explode, whether its talking to someone, or whatever, now days its hard to talk to someone because its just too hard with social media in the way, it becomes a filter, and sometimes a filter is a good thing and sometimes its a bad think, it makes me filter life, my words and myself, and my only response to that is that i am a broken person, i want to be fixed, cared and healed but its hard because i know the first step and is to open myself, but there is far too much and im scared to scare others with what i say. i like to show im happy and that there is nothing wrong, because i feel like there is something wrong all the time. i lied im not scared of opening up because of someone getting a new burden, im scared because they might leave me, and i dont want to be alone... i always feel alone... and my mind is poisonous, thats why i read, distract myself, but its all bottling up now, and it's nearly full.. i dont think i can handle it anymore, i just need a day to talk to someone, have someone listen to me for once, but i dont have the time anymore. i think its too late