#feels like crying

[mangowlore]

Having a crush on a man is not a place you wanna be in.

[dragonace1555]

Been feeling a little down lately and not sure if it’s because of all the mandatory overtime (as in being stressed /mentally drained)I’m having to do at work or a mixture of me being hormonal (I’m a woman if you’re wondering so yeahh you figure it out). But I’ve been thinking about the holidays and the one’s coming up and it suddenly turned to me thinking about why I’m I still alone/single. I’ll be 32 in April and I’m still alone have never had a boy friend so have no idea what that relationship is like. My thoughts have turned to it’s my fault/your fault that your still alone/single that you waited to long to try and dress nicer for church. In school that was the worst in high school I watched girls in class get valentines from their boyfriends and I can remember thinking where’s mine? Why won’t a boy talk to me? I’m I that unattractive?Or that I’m not attractive enough that I’m too plain and ordinary looking. I won’t/don’t wear makeup because I don’t like it. I wear shirts that are two sizes bigger than what would probably fit me better because I don’t want people to see how fat I’am ( I’ve always been self conscious about that). The thought of here we go another year of being alone on Valentine’s Day goes through my head a lot. I want to be able to have kids of my own before I’m too old. I don’t want to come across or sound like I’m desperate. And I no that theses thoughts are lies from the pit of hell, but sometimes I believe them and don’t know why. I’ve already told/talked to my parents about how I’ve been feeling.

[lilywoood]

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[dragonace1555]

Why!?!!?!? I don’t want to fight Anduin!! Why Blizzard must you make me do this?!?!? My poor boy !!!!

[oatswithoatmilk]

How is it that when I actually have a good day where I smile and laugh naturally I get a freaking panic world-is-gonna-end mental attack courtesy of my brain in the evening?

Please, how can I shut it up!?

[my-hysterics]

Not to be dark but there’s so many tweets on my tl rn about how to make friends as an adult and “it’s so easy” it’s not please I know these are just jokes but like I can’t do anything I’m sorry I’m destined to be friendless</3

[platonicbondage]

101/10 afraid that my bf is falling out of lvoe w me bc im a neurotic mess all the time 

[ieeheh]

Seol-a: If perhaps I'm being selfish at this moment...

Seol-a: And this greed hurts you in any way...

Seol-a: I would never be able to forgive myself.