Just...Let It Out ♡ Older!Jackie Jackson x Reader
COMPLETELY FICTIONAL !! >:3 ♡
18+ (MDNI), THIS IS A ONESHOT !!, sex while on the phone (on hold) ooo..., FWBs? Well it's more flirtatious than anything, confessions, slowish build, HE's SO DADA I CANT 🙈 set in the 2000s (he's in his 50s) ♡
A|N: Ladies, they/thems, gents if any, and my fellow perverts 👀…good evening !! It's been a lil while 😅 been a lil busy, but have this oneshot I wrote teehee. ♡ Not my best work, but it's a lil something, y'know :3 might go back and fix the ending, I was dozing off.
FMWBTY Part 3 is in the making ! 🙂↕️ i'll get to those requests too shh, love you all ! 😇 lowk read this vertically 👀
Spending time with Jackie has become routine the last few months you’ve gotten to know him.
It just sorta happened, really. Your neighbor introduced you two, knowing you weren't familiar with too many in the neighborhood.
'Can't get yourself out there if you don't get out the house!' Well! 🌚
That one introduction turned into morning walks. Those walks turned into having drinks at his place. The drink of choice was usually lemonade (he looks like a lemonade guy idk!), and you were fine with that!
You didn't drink anyways. And soon it became coming over just to come over.
In fact, he called you to come over this morning. His excuse: he has an at-home gym.
...
But some days you wonder if he might be lonely. He had his dogs, and he's close with his family, yeah,
But did he have a woman in his life?
…but then again, why wouldn't he? He has such charm to him that would attract any woman, including yourself…There had to be more to the story.
Curious, you kept it in mind as you rang the doorbell to his home,
The doorknob turns, and out came Jackie in his sweatshirt and sweats. OML, GIVE THIS MAN A COMPRESSION SHIRT 😩
"Hey, good morning! Thanks for coming :)" Jackie greets warmly, holding his arms out to welcome you properly,
And who were you to decline a hug?? You let yourself fall into his arms, giggling softly feeling his hands caress the sides of your back. Hell, you didn't bat an eye when his fingers graze against your lower back, perhaps trying to cop a feel.
Was it a lil touchy feely for friends? Probably, but he was such a kind man! Surely it was just innocent affection.
…
Eventually you step back, fixing up your clothes. "Thanks for having me over, Jackie. You look…"
"Worked. You've been working out, yeah?" You ask, glancing briefly at the damp sweatshirt clinging to the ridges of his body. You weren't sure if your eyes were deceiving you, but…you were almost certain that he had some abs underneath there…
But then again, his body does feel quite firm whenever you hug him. Yet you had no idea whatever he was hiding underneath that shirt...
Agreeing, he answers. "Ah, yeah. Just finished my workout."
"Honestly I expected to finish much sooner, but clearly that didn't go as planned…plus I gotta shower, haha."
Oh…"Mhm?"
"Yeah, but I won't take too long, though! You can either wait in the living space, or take a look around. Just not past the closed doors."
"I understand," you nod.
"Alright! Just hold on tight!" He insists, pointing both his index fingers towards you as a gesture before walking off to the other side of the house.
…now it was just you, and the rest of this gorgeous home. The first thing you noticed were the plants, awh…they're thriving; He clearly takes care of them.
Then it was the family photos, and the decor…very lovely. The house felt homey, like someone lives in it if that makes sense.
…
Eventually you began to wander: from the kitchen, the bathrooms, and oh…what's this?
In one of the bookshelves he had, there was a box that caught your eye. Perhaps it's out of place?
But…something compels you to take a peek. Looking around (even though he was already in the shower), you reach down,
And lift up some of the contents. Oh, whatever shall you find in here…
…
In short, it didn't take long for your eyes to widen at the contents.
An assortment of photos: It seemed most of them ranged from the 80s…and damnit, you'll admit he looked good!
The more you snoop, the more you saw. It just kept getting better n better.
Out of the few pictures you took a look at, this one was your favorite. He just looked too good…yummy, even! And those hands, too…ouu shi…👀
And oh! Uhmmm......whatever happened here!
What a man, amiright? Feeling hot and also oblivious of his [dating] history, you fan yourself before putting the photos up.
Perhaps that was your cue to stop snooping around.
But you knew good n well those pictures you saw wouldn't leave your mind anytime soon.
…
The double doors sectioning off the other side of the house open, revealing him in a clean change of clothes. Hm, what a shame…he looked a lil too good post-workout.
"Sorry for the wait! Now let me show you my at-home gym." he offers generously, taking your hand into his.
His thumb brushes the back of your hand as he guides you. A simple gesture of affection.
…
He opens the door for you, following after you. It was in its own space, too. "So here it is! It's pretty spacious, so you got a bunch of space in here :) there's dumbbells, there's a treadmill, oh! There's also—"
For the most part you were listening. Currently you were distracted by the movement of his hands…his forearms…
Gah, they were just so…veiny. You wonder if the veins pop out more if he was in…
Physical labor, let's say.
Realizing you were spacing out, he gently taps you on you shoulder.
However his hand lingered just a little longer, caressing it with his palm and thumb.
It was only brief, but it was intentional. Oh, your skin was just so soft against his hand…he questions to himself if the rest of your body was this soft…
…
Finding the silence deafening, you call out his name. "Jackie?"
He jumps a little, startled. "Yes?"
"I meant to ask if you could spot me while I work out?"
Briefly stunned, Jackie composes himself and nods. "Yeah, not a problem! Sorry, I'm just a little distracted at the moment…"
"By what?"
He hesitates for a moment, trying to find the appropriate words. "Nothing important, but uh…let's start, yes?"
…
Today was legs. Gonna be sore n achy after, but its better to get it out the way, right?
Right. And so, Jackie spots your squats, making sure you didn't hurt yourself. His hands found your waist, guiding each squat until you finish your set.
His touch seems almost intentional; so gentle, yet…so provoking. You weren't sure if he was doing this on purpose or not,
But…you start to feel a little hot, once more. Was it the heat of summer, or was it the tension building between you two?
Probably both. Finishing your set, you took a seat on the bench, feeling him shift behind you. Not thinking much about it, you lean your head back until it rests against his lower stomach.
Yep. Definitely abs under his shirt. You also felt something else firm, but uh…
You try to ignore it. You lift your head to look up at him before letting out a giggle. "Why're you looking at me like that…? ♡"
"Like what? I'm just…looking at you." He teases, leaning down until his the tip of his nose brushes your own.
You avert your gaze, avoiding his eyes in particular.
You couldn't see his face, but you could tell he was grinning like a madman. He knew EXACTLY what he was doing!
"And you didn't think you were teasing me, too?"
"I'm sorry?"
"Yep." He hums. "The way you…backed it up on me when I was spotting your squats?" His fingertip taps your nose, before he sat back up.
Whoa now. "You didn't think I'd notice?"
…
…Okay, you were a lil guilty. There was no reason you had to nearly grind on the man as you bent down with each squat.
Your thighs shift abit, suddenly feeling hyper-aware of the sweat forming underneath them. This was impacting you more than it should've. The man was much older than you, yet he was riling you up.
You cross your arms to cover your nipples poking through your top. Gah, this was embarrassing…
And of course he noticed, but...he didn't say anything.
Probably for the best. "I think I should go…" You murmur, slowly moving off the bench. While you could tell him how you've been feeling for the last few months...
You needed to reflect. So you decide going home would be best.
"We'll talk tomorrow, Jackie...I just need some time to collect myself."
"I understand. Get home safely, yeah?"
"Mhm..thank you."
The next morning, you check your messages on your (flip)phone. There was a few, but naturally you read Jackie's first.
6:21 AM
"Goodmorning, Y/N. I wanted to apologize for what happened yesterday. Perhaps I was just overthinking your feelings, but I'd like to make it up to you."
"You don't have to call me back, but i'll accept your company at my place whenever you'd like. :-) I'm free all day. But if you need space, I understand."
...
You decide to walk to his place. It was so early, the morning dew was still on the grass.
As you walked, you questioned if you should just turn back and give it a few days...
But oh...it seems you're already at the door. Hm. In one of the plant pots, you saw a folded up piece of line paper folded inside the edge.
Interesting place to have paper. Well, don't mind if you do! It reads:
"If you did decide to come, here's a key :-) I might've hid it too well, but you always seem to notice the little things." ♡ - J.
Cheeky. Taking the key attached to the paper, you push the key into the lock,
And open the door. He wasn't around from what you saw, so you took a quick look around.
Maybe he was out...? He did say he was gonna be home the whole day, but you couldn't seem to...OH! Found him! He was sitting on the couch, on the phone.
The hell was he doing up so early? Anyways,
Not wanting to interrupt his call, you wave at him. He does the same, but then he waves you over with his hand. Ooo. Quietly, you took a seat next to him. Your back was straight against the cusions, hands in your lap; you were tense.
...
Eventually Jackie turns to face you, covering the speaker on his phone to properly speak to you. "I'm about to go on hold; handling a few errands. But I appreciate you for coming..."
"Yeah, of course...surprised I found the key?" You ask teasingly, gently squeezing his bicep. He giggles, playfully swatting your hand.
"Maybe. If not, I probably would've had to change my locks, haha."
...
Though he was on hold, the two of you weren't chatting much.
Testing the waters, you relax your body and rest your legs over his lap. Instead of pushing them off as you expected, he lifts them higher.
The hold music played quietly as he turns to you once more,
And inhales. "You smell nice. What's that you got on?"
"Ah..." you ponder briefly, "It's the 2002 Classique Summer Fragrance from JPG...it has amber n spice notes, as well as vanilla if you smell real hard enough!"
"Sounds like a mouthful, but I can say that scent is quite flattering on you." Jackie chuckles, leaning closer to really smell those notes. 👀 His nose brushes against the side of your neck, his lips barely grazing your skin as he tries to find the vanilla.
"Hmm...hold on..." He can smell it well, actually, but he just wanted to stall.
Feeling bold, he took this moment to gently press his lips against the skin of your neck. Once, perhaps twice.
...this was unexpected. By now, you would've pulled back and shun him, but...his kisses just felt so warm...
And you were feeling cold, let's say. So you tilted your head a lil, letting him have more space to explore.
"Mhh, I need to tell you something, Jackie...But i'd understand if it's a bad time..." You tell him, interlacing your fingers with his own for comfort.
That piques his interest, of course. "Listening." He murmurs softly, letting his kisses fall to your shoulder.
...
"I'm not sure whether I should tell you, or show you how I've been feeling." You admit, gently tugging his hand to your thigh. His presence was comforting, what can you say?
He pauses for a moment, then responds, "I think you should just...let it out in your own way, baby. It's up to you."
...Woah. "Up to me?"
"Yeah! Up to you." He reassures, nipping your ear. "Just...let it out."
...
"Yeah, just let it out...you're doing, ah, you're doing so good, baby..."
He was holding you tightly, feeling your walls clench around him; From base to tip. You legs, as well as your knees were still sore from yesterday, BUT he got you!
"I got you...keep your eyes on me...they're lovely. ♡ " Your eyes were quite beautiful, yes. He could stare at them allll day if he wanted to.
He'd probably frame them, too. ♡
…
The phone was still on hold, mind you! At this point there was no use staying on the line.
Arms still around you as you rode him, he reaches one of them out to grab his phone, and hangs up. "There. No more worrying about that."
"But...huff, it was important, no?" You manage to ask, moving your hands to caress his abs. About time you got to feel what's been yours for the longest, hello!
"Mhm, but I didn't want you to worry about any interruptions. I can call back later." He reassures, patting you on the ass.
...
You ended up tapping out. Crazy, right? A man a couple decades older than you (ASSUME READER IS IN THEIR 20s), outfucking you?!
Never thought you'd see the day. Tsk.
...
"So...how long's it been since you had these feelings, Y/N?" Jackie murmurs softly, burying his face into your chest. Your chest was so warm; Like a heating pad.
"About 3 months ago...you?"
"...when I first invited you over to my place." He confesses, pressing a few, quick pecks on your lips. "I was nervous, but your neighbor told me about a few things you said about me...,"
"And I felt a little more confident to make a move, before...another man came into your life. Does that sound possessive?" He asks mostly to himself, before laughing it off. Well YES!!
...The hell did your neighbor end up telling him?
But regardless, it flattered you more than anything. You never really saw him as the possessive type.
Giggling, you adjust your leg resting ontop of his hip (the two of you were lying your sides). "You could've just told me, y'know. I haven't been in a relationship in so long, too..."
"I'd say the same, but yeah, I thought you would've been seeing someone by now..." Jackie admits with a sheepish giggle, caressing your side with his fingertips.
...
"Hehe...I thought the same..." You say, booping the tip of his nose.
"Yet, here we are."
...♡
A|N: perhaps, quite, and you/yours...i enjoy those words. Also this emoji 👀 keeps it mysterious…👀
Also whyyyy did he post that thirsttrap on instagram !! I mean i'm not complaining bc that's literally dada, BUT OMG ?? 😭 like you silly goose, you accidentally posted them instead of sending them to me ! 😅
Again, I started falling asleep infront of my laptop, but I got this done for us 🫡 also got something brewing for Friday night (OKAY maybe a lil bit past midnight 👀 different from my usual long buildups, but I think y'all will like it ! ♡
