dimitri when he's jealous
pairing: dimitri alexandre blaiddyd x gn!reader
tags: academy & war-phase!dimitri, dimitri is bad at feelings (but gets better), unhealthy to healthy behaviour, romantic feelings
during his time at the academy, dimitri isn't too aware of his own feelings and that includes jealousy as well!
he doesn't even realize he's slowly falling in love with you, until he sees you laughing and talking with another guy one day and gets this odd feeling in his chest…
he feels almost sick or like he strained some muscles in his chest? but it's not just physical, as he starts to feel… angry?
dimitri doesn't want to feel that way and it makes him feel guilty about his anger, which quickly shifts him towards a sadness instead
he's unable to tear his eyes off you when you're with someone else! despite how jealous he gets and how it hurts him, he knows it'd be worse if he didn't look at you and the other person!
dimitri grows quiet when he's jealous and just observes the situation, all while his feelings boil up inside of him
once the war begins and some years pass by, dimitri's jealousy grows worse!
it's not just that he gets jealous easier, but he also acts upon it now! if he sees someone else by your side and assumes they have romantic intentions, he'll break up the conversation between you and them!
and at his worst, he'll even threaten the person flirting with you; whether it's in front of you or cornering after they left you!
only as the war ends does he slowly come to terms with his jealousy. dimitri doesn't like feeling jealous and he doesn't Iike the person he becomes because of his jealousy
dimitri might still get jealous from time to time, but now he's acting in a healthier way; reminding himself that he has no need to be jealous and trying to ignore the situation, by distracting himself with something else
