#fidos barks

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"Youre so mean to pro endos!"

Im rude if theyre rude first. They expect cdd systems to be pushovers and they don't listen if youre kind about youre boundaries. Theyll just screenshot your post and say its not interacting when interacting Does include that because they are still responding to the post. "but i censor-" Its still incredibly easy to find the post. They then proceed to find posts not tagged with syscourse debating tags and then tag them with that when syscoursers as a community truely do see to enjoy harassment and witch hunts. Its a dick thing to do and frankly makes them look like the cowards they are. Share your opinions on the original post or keep them the fuck to yourself

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One of my many issues with anti shippers is how they blame the media rather than the people thus taking the blame off abusers and coming off super victim blamey

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Endos will see someone actively and repeatedly splitting due to going through abuse and tell them their bombagenic

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Putting the word syscourse in the tags at all makes the post show up in searches for syscourse. Which is how most people look at syscourse

I really dont give a shit tbh

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I find it intresting how that anon requested me, i mean they likely went through the anti endo tag,but like

I have previous experiences with the radqueer community, and while im an anti now, there was a period of time i wasnt ok and got sucked into the community, i made a blog j said was an oc but truthfully it was me dabbling in it. I was desperate for a place i felt accepted and they took anyone

I hate radqueers for what they "stand" for, but i also know most are children, and i hope they manage their way out.

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Anti willo Valerie, as a blog, will remain. I will repurpose her to a pokemon fandom blog but will likely occasionally post sys content on there. At the moment she is passworded due to the fact that i have been receiving anons

This entire thing has been triggering and a reminder why i avoid system spaces. I am neuship , i find myself in a spiral for the smallest things when i interact with shipcourse. I have quite a bit of trauma related to shipcourse as a topic too, on both sides. My conclusion has been overall that its a toxic thing to interact with at all. and this has proven it. And seemingly the major issue with me wasn't even the shipcourse thing!! it was my VENT post!!

I have left the private server with the mod team.

This ordeal has caused my body to be so stressed out it rejects food, in a time where im doing important things for my life and future, like learning to drive as im finally seizure free long enough to do so.

Im so tired of this.

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A purpose in life is not permanent

Your purpose can change and shift

your purpose can be short term or long

sometimes your purpose is just to live.

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Can you pay for overtime? can uou pay to keep my secret safe?