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Once you get this you have to share 6 random facts about yourself and then tag 10 followers.
Oyyyy, thanks for the tag hannahmator!
1. I have been the same size everything since I was like 15
2. I don't have/own the same clothes though (nor do I wish to dress like I did back then hahaha)
3. People still make fun of me for being short (why, world, why?)
4. I seriously love tumblr (except for the random, weird anon messages)
5. I never thought I'd treat my dog like a child
6. I appreciate honesty so, so much
tags on the bottom!
xo
fieldsofinnocence answered your question:does anyone know some good websites to get nose...
I just got awesome ones in the mail from freshtrends and I’ve also gotten some from bodycandy and they’ve all been awesome!
EXCELLENT.
fieldsofinnocence replied to your post “Here’s the thing. I can talk a real big game. I can talk about how I...”
Ugh way to say everything I knew was true for me but wanted to ignore. But I also know that no matter what I couldn't just make out with someone I didn't care about or have meaningless sex.
I wish I could ignore it too. I have tried. It just doesn't work. At the end of the day I feel exactly like you do. I can't just randomly make out with someone or have meaningless sex. I get told that I should because it's what I "need." It's not really what I need. What I need to completely move on. It sucks nonetheless. Haha.
I got tagged!
I was tagged by the wonderful passionatetherapist.tumblr.com
Rules: 1) Post the rules 2) Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked 3) Write 11 new ones 4) Tag 11 new people and link them to the post 5) Actually tell them you tagged them.
My questions:
1) What is your biggest fear?
Failure. I'm so scared of failing that I sometimes give up on things I once enjoyed or don't try in the first place. It's tied into perfectionism; as a kid, most things came to me quickly and easily - reading, writing, counting, drawing, painting, sports, music… but if I tried to do something that was hard to master - like learning to ride a bicycle, I'd give up and never try again, pretending to find a sense of individualism in the NOT doing of a thing. I try not to balk at hard stuff anymore, but I DO still struggle with failure with things I am normally good at. My biggest goal in therapy has to do with my fear of failure doing my greatest talent - my art.
2) Favorite book?
Ohh, I have so many! Hands-down the best adventure, characters, plot of any fictional story I've read has been Kushiel's Dart by Jacqueline Carey. She honestly ruined me for most books after. The Name of the Wind by Patrick Rothfuss is right up there, though - also miles above any books not by either him or Carey. Awesome characters and the best dialogue I've ever read - so realistic human.
3) What kind of music do you enjoy listening to?
I listen to a wide variety, from rock, 80s pop, and electronica to world, new age, and celtic. I love Tori Amos, Neko Case, the Birthday Massacre, Hammock, Kaki King… But my very favorite is metal - specifically female-led European symphonic and/or gothic metal (e.g. Within Temptation, Nightwish, Lacuna Coil, Delain). My first metal love, though, was Metallica. :)
4) Who is your favorite fictional character (book or movie or TV)?
I think I like stories first, and then the characters within those stories are almost secondary. But perhaps the most influential characters in my life who helped me change my life when I was discovering I was gay were Xena and Gabrielle.
5) What do you like most about yourself?
My intellect, my sense of honor and respect, my insight, and my creativity.
6) What are some of your hobbies?
Traditional archery, tabletop gaming, coin collecting (especially foreign currency), guitar, backpacking, hiking, camping, sledding.
7) Have you ever been in love?
A couple times.
8) If you could travel anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Scandinavia. Part of my heritage is Swedish and I have distant relatives there but I'd like to see Norway and Finland as well. I'd also like to see them for their landscapes, to see how a part of the earth at the same latitude as my home area (Alaska) differs in vegetation and geology.
9) What is your guilt pleasure?
Chocolate. Anything with sugar - sugar makes my skin break out in painful boil-zits. :\
10) Biggest dream or aspiration?
To make a living from my art and be recognized for it.
11) Who is your role model?
I don't really have one. It's something that has come up in therapy; most people I once looked up to fell in some way so I think I learned at a young age not to chart myself by anyone else. I don't think it's a necessarily healthy thing, though, because it's part of my failure/perfection issue. I do value parts of people: my therapist's intelligence and discipline, my friend T's ease with creativity and lack of worry of imperfection, my dad's confidence, and my cat's ability to get his legs behind his head. ;)
My 11 questions for my tagged peeps:
1) What is your favorite season and why?
2) What were your favorite things to do as a kid?
3) What do you like about your favorite animal?
4) What is your dream job that you hope to have (or maybe already have!) one day?
5) Least favorite item of clothing that you actually wear?
6) What are some things you like about yourself?
7) How did you come to find yourself on Tumblr?
8) What does Tumblr mean to you that other web places don't?
9) What human acts make you feel humanity can be positive after all?
10) Can you see the stars where you live? What's your favorite constellation?
11) What is one thing you hope to of accomplished this year?
I am tagging the following peepy-peeps: http://solitudeandnirvana.tumblr.com/, http://capricornchai.tumblr.com/, http://thedeevie.tumblr.com/, http://fieldsofinnocence.tumblr.com/, http://tequilaflavouredbeer.tumblr.com/, http://sonnenauge.tumblr.com/, http://cabezaderadish.tumblr.com/, http://hannahmator.tumblr.com/, http://anxietysurvivor.tumblr.com/, http://pskira.tumblr.com/, http://lurkerbear.tumblr.com/
fieldsofinnocence replied to your post: therapist-confessions replied to your post: you do...
Blargh I hate when people point out the whole rapist thing in therapist. Maybe just being irrational or over sensitive or easily triggered but still bugs me…
yes, I'd never really given it much thought until that first Anon mentioned it, and now, I just see it all the time, and I think that's what bugs me lol... I don't even see how that can be remedied haha... ah well... promise we're far from that.
WHERE HAS MY SELF GONE? AND UNEVEN TRADE FOR THE REAL WOOOOOOOORLD
OH I, I WANT TO GO BACK TO BELIEVING IN IMAGINATION AND NONE OF THIS SCHOOL SHIT
fieldsofinnocence replied to your post: I’ve been struggling with depression and self-harm for over a year since my friend committed suicide, and I’ve just started high school
Anon, friendship bracelets are an awesome way to fight urges to cut. I know from experience, and it’s so calming. It also helps picking bright colors, or colors that make you feel good. When you’re done you usually don’t have anymore urges. <3
I've got the best followers! Much love to you all.
xo